Almost every second night before I go to sleep I hear either voices or music. The music is incredible, usually originating from single instruments or beats, then progressing to full orchestral symphonies. Other times the songs are driven by vocalists, and their voices are completely unrecognizable. The genres vary on every occurrence, but are never self controlled, they're always just projected into my head and are always too intricate to remember.
Im an 18 year old musician so it's almost painful to think that I'm the only one to hear these compositions and that they are lost forever after a single hearing.
I also hear voices before I sleep. They started probably around the age of 12 with what sounded like my friends voices calling my name and often telling me to look in their direction. Also uttering phrases along the lines of 'come their way'. Over the years they changed to unknown voices saying the same things but mainly accompanied by music.
Recently I have been able to almost control this music by adding instruments and changing what they do ect. I know the voices are always delivering clear messages, but it's always just out of my grasp when I leave the state. What does all of this mean? And are there possible ways to remember what is going on in these states.
Any help would be greatly appriciated, I've struggled with this concept for years.