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5-year-old Psychic

 

Six months ago I would regularly hear cruel voices, mostly at night. They screamed at me and told me to do bad things that I don't want to mention. They warned me that someone was going to try to kill me, and I became very afraid.

I explained to my parents and psychiatrist the danger that they told me I was in, and they dismissed it as a paranoid delusion, and said that the voices were auditory hallucinations. They diagnosed me as a paranoid schizophrenic and put me on medicine that took the terrible voices away.

But it took other things away as well.

I used to be able to know things about people that they never told me. I could infer things from the sound of their voice, the shape of their face, and their mannerisms. Now I can no longer do that. I really miss it, because it made me feel special. I told me mother, and she considered the possibility that ESP exists, because she has had similar experiences.

I am a sort of atheistic existentialist. I don't believe in spirits, and don't think that's what I used to hear, but I do believe in reincarnation. Is it possible that these voices are from past lives? I desperately need answers. I feel very lost after being labeled as schizophrenic. Sometimes I wonder if I actually am, but I feel very misunderstood.

I've been in and out of mental hospitals four times in the past year, and I am so tired of being called mentally ill, when I used to have these subtle powers that have never pertained to schizophrenia. I don't want the voices to come back. They were awful, but I miss my old powers. Is there a way to get closer to them while still staying on medicine?

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, Juliana, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
3 years ago (2016-07-26)
I once read there was a man who was diagnosed with same disorder. He researched specific amino acids which we eliminated some of his symptoms and helped him eliminate most meds.

I recall reading that people who suffer from schizophrenia have tears in their aura which explains the reason for hearing voices. I

If you wish to control the tormenting voices. It sounds as if meds us the answer.
If you hope for permanent change one key is research studies which point to whole foods and vitamin/amino acids and allergies. Finding a meditation which brings peace ad some meditations can aggravate.

Research healing methods to mend the aura.

Most importantly try to enjoy your life in the moment as life is a gift.
Psychicgirl18 (3 stories) (69 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-09)
Hello, I'm really sorry you had to threw all that, and I'd first like to say that your not crazy.

Parents and Psychologiests don't understand.
I'm a psychic medium, as wellas an empath witch means I can feel others emotions, and as I read your story, I could feel your fear.

I'd suggest trying to send them positive energy, and try to keep yourself from being afraid.

If you have any questions, leave a comment, or send me an email, its on my profile.
😊
Jadaa (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-08)
Medication is taking you away from what is real. I had not so nice spirits come to me, and I did fear them! But learning to control your mind and to feel sorry for them did a load of good. I'm not saying just put up with but maybe try talking to them, send them 'light' and 'healing' in time see if they begin to dissapear. Medication is no good for you, doctors try to give it to everyone as a mask, to hide things. If you believe in reincarnation, you got to accept that there are spirits from these past lives sometimes stuck here. Earth bound spirits, with the not so nice ones scared of going into the light and continuing to cause cavoc here messing with people's energy. Ask your angel to help them to go into the light. They cannot harm you, your stronger than them.
barry2962 (2 stories) (104 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-01-28)
Your energy is like a lighthouse in a dark place. If you believe in reincarnation... Then you know, we don't die. And as such, before we reincarnate back in... We have to be somewhere. That is where the voices are coming from. Some lose their way or become trapped here, and like people, there are friendly ones and there are mean ones. The mean ones play on your fears, because it generates more energy for them. I generally send them Love and happiness... Positive energy usually sends them packin because they are seeking the opposite. If you focus on fear... You will get more of the same.
FireBorn (1 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-01-28)
accept your powers and listen to them since they make you whole. Try to fight back what makes you afraid and do not let anybody tell you who you are and do not expect your parents or thsoe who are not like us to understund you cause they will not they can not. I can control fire and oly 2 of my best friends know it and that is because they can too. Try to master thoes voices but do nto expect anything easy
Watcher909 (12 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-06-21)
Sadly it was your choice to go through with the medication, think of it this way, it could have been a lot worse. You could be an unwilling participant in the "MK ULTRA" experiments that were conducted in mental hospitals in the 60-70s. Look it up, it did happen!

If you don't say anything, nobody is going to label you as a crazy person. Besides if per chance someone did find out about your abilities you can always just deny it, not like anyone is going to believe them anyways; if you destroy the evidence 😉
AnandaHya (guest)
 
9 years ago (2011-01-11)
my father is diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic with Post tramatic Stress disorder.

My mother mentioned that if any of the Cambodian monks had survived the genocide they could have fixed him karmic wise and he would be sane again. I'm researching on how it might be done. I've posted my finds on my story link site and gathering it for my children in case they need it in the future. Email me if it helps, my brothers are going through the same thing. They say its heridetary.; (so is it a blessing or a curse to be able to see and hear spirits, etc?
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-01-11)
Voices from past lives are usually rare, but not unheard of. If you've been diagnose with skitzophrenia, there is a very high likely hood that you are skitzophrenic. However, this isn't neccasirly a bad thing.

I'm a medium (can talk to spirits) as well as being able to communicate with my spirit guides, and a few other abilities. However, I also have paranoia, bi polar disorder, and have struggled with self-harm. Some people have asked me how I can tell between "premonition" and "paranoia" from "spirit guides" and "delusional voices"
There's simply a feeling you will get telling you the diffrence from a mentaly induced accurance, and a true psychic experience.

You must decide what is more important to you: your sanity, or your abilities. I have learned to keep a hold over my mental illness, while still keeping a hold over my abilities. Medicine is drugs, and drugs weaken psychic abilites. This does not mean you should go off the meds. Find a way to work around them in your psychic talents.

If you have any questions, or need to simply talk, my email is posted on my profile.

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
Juliana (1 stories) (1 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2011-01-10)
Thank you very much for the link. I wonder if I've been reincarnated. It's too bad that medication is the only way to get rid of the voices. Thank you for your help.
AnneV (4 stories) (1036 posts) mod
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9 years ago (2011-01-10)
It doesn't matter what these voices are or where they come from. What matters is that they are disrupting your life. No one would want to live with cruel voices with bad intentions and if medication is the only way to get rid of them, then that's probably something you'll have to live with. The whole point of the medication is to numb your receptors so it's hard to get rid of one issue without sabotaging the other. But there are ways to increase your psychic ability and keep you out of an institution. Go to the articles section of this website. There are 'how to's' there. Like this one: http://www.psychic-experiences.com/psychic-articles/develop-psychic-abilities.php. These do not develop overnight but if you stick with it, you'll see progress.

There's plenty of proof out there with photos, recordings, and people with psychic medium experiences to show that spirits are real. You're very young and will have the rest of your life to figure out reality. What you know now is a fraction of what you'll know in a decade or two. If you believe in reincarnation then what do you think is being reincarnated? A spirit of course.

Anne

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