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The Loss Of My Abilities And The Desire To Get Them Back


So about 4 years ago I asked for what I thought was a curse to be taken away, any way possible. I was feeling emotions from people I did not know. Not one person but many at one time. It was hard to tell what I was feel in the mess of emotions coming my way. I could also tell if someone was pregnant. This did not bother me to much. I had dreams as well that where so vivid that I thought I was there.

There where little things as well that would happen. Like I would think of a song that I had not heard in some time and it would come on some times in minutes some times hours, movies as well. I could also tell if the unborn child was going to to be a girl or a boy, and some times if there was some thing wrong with the babies.

My mother also told me that as a young child weird things happened. Like the radio turning off and on when I walked by it. I also remember seeing what I called The Man in the Wall a guide In a way. I do not remember him so much now. I could see him until the age of ten or so. I could always know when my cousin (best friend) was coming from another state. Also if something was wrong with him.

I always had these things happen to me and never really understood what it was. My mother also said my father was the same way some times, and would never talk to her about it. I wonder if I can get these abilities back and learn to control them? Maybe even enhance them to a point where they can be helpful to people.

I some times feel like I can almost touch the ability but then it slips away. The closest I get to anything close to what I used to be able to do, is when I look some one in the eye. I can some times (if I really try) tell things about there past. I even here a whisper in my ear of things from the people I am trying to read.

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PathR (4 stories) (1256 posts)
10 years ago (2011-05-08)
everdark1 you say around your cousin you feel dizzy and tired. Does he seem more alive after walking away from you?

You also say you can't read him.
Ask and pray to see if he truly does not want you to read him.
everdark1 (1 stories) (4 posts)
10 years ago (2011-05-02)
thank you all for your advise. I have tried some of the things you have said and my abilitys are starting to come back. Not as strong as before but that's fine with me.

I do have another question slitely off topic. My cousin seems to be bocking my abilitys. This is something I am used to. Its happened sence I can remember having my abilitys. But its never happened with anybody else. Why is that? I also can not read him and when I try I see a black tunnel where I would normally see thoughts feelings and things from the past. He has let me try many times with all ways the same feeling of dizziness and even tiredness. The main problem with this is that when I am trying to read other people I seem to be pooled to his tunnel when he is around. Giving me a hard time reading the simplest of things. Is there a such thing as a empath psyching blocker if so is it possible to some how possible block him out.

By the way he shows signs of psychic abilitys him self and empathic abilitys.
But he says he only gets these feelings with me. We have always known when somethings wronge with each other and we seam to both get a bad feeling when something bad is going to happen when we are together. Is it possible that he is some how sharing my abiliys kind of like he is a siphon. Any info on this would be a big help.
stephyw2001 (3 stories) (108 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-28)
There is a buddhist saying "when the student is ready, the master appears". Be patient. Bodies change all the time. Even allergies change every 7 years! It is quite possible you're going through changes and simply cannot handle it all right now. It may return.:-)
jadetiger (8 stories) (55 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-21)
Don't fear the dreams of seeing people dying and it coming true. I do it and also just "know" when someone's time is up 6 months to a year before they die. I call it a blessing in disguise, because of the fact you have more time to prepare yourself or others for the ordeal which is about to take place and also see time together is more valuable.
Ask that God restore your "gifts", they will be restored to you. It will take a little time, I know this from experience. Also meditating does help tremendously. It will help you understand what it is you are to do.
aiafaith1 (guest)
10 years ago (2011-04-20)
Honestly, my abilities used to bother me so much, I would ask for God to take them away every night. It didn't work. I've learned to cope with them. They don't bother me anymore.

Best Wishes
gert5920 (1 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-20)
The easiest way would be to go back to the excact point when you blocked of your gift. It must be noted that this was your reaction.

The next step would be to look at what caused this reaction. The answer is simple your conscious mind would have placed a barrier between conscious and sub conscious mind. What is not so simple is that you have to find the excact emotion that triggered this.

You have to try to recreate and relive that excact emotion that you felt that day, picture yourself what you were doing and what you were feeling and acknowledge that it was overwhelming for your mind and acknowledge that you have grown and can handle the emotions now.

Then open your mind to your subconsious and allow the feelings and information to flow.

You can always just meditate and then try to reconnect some people prefer not 2 but you meditate everynight you just don't know it.

Hopefully it works
Zalameda (3 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-18)
Just a note about what PathR said...
"Please only take what applies.

Good journey"

I've heard this before. The spirits that come down and incorporate mediums always say that at the end. And it makes sense.

Sorry about my english. I'm Brazilian =)

Everdark1 - Good Luck ^^ keep posting your news about this journey to get back your abilitys. *hug* <-- try to fell the energy I've left on this word.
PathR (4 stories) (1256 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-17)
everdark1, The dreams of people dying in
Christian terms is the Word of wisdom
1 Cor 2:6-7 which can viewed as prophetic,
On this site it is called precognetic, de ju vu.

Romans 11:29 so just ask him for them back.
Believe you receive and just give thanks.

Re Fear study your authority as a believer and Angels. This would allow you to wear your spiritual armor according to your belief. There are some books you can study.

Good journey
everdark1 (1 stories) (4 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-17)
well meditation is some thing I have been trying. As for stones I have not tryed them yet. I am a christian (Not trying to change any ones personal views on diety's and would appreciate the same respect from all that get on here.) so as for spirit giudes I have asked the Lord to help me with this problem. The Lord was also the person that I asked to take the gift away from me as well. I also use prayer.
The reason I asked God to take my gifts away, was because I was getting dreams of people dieing and they where coming true. I was feeling emotions from people that where not even near me. I had no control over what was happening to me. But knowing that I can turn this gift off when I want, makes me feel very little fear.
I feel closed off from the world now. Unable to connect the way I know I should be able to. That scares me more.
PathR (4 stories) (1256 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-16)
everdark1 I would set 5-10min a day at night and ask your higher self, "Why not opening?"
A good time is before falling asleep. The subconsious mind is more open during the night.

If you are unaware of your protector guardian. I would ask spirit to show you whom or what this is. He or she will protect and help with guiding you.

If you work with crystals you could use a grid of 3 stones in your room after preparing them and put them in the corner of your room.

Self work with Quartz/or Milky quartz pointing outward in shape, star of David. Should be prepared and set with you standing in the middle for
10min can also shift your own energy. Points toward you brings energy in.
Remember to cleans crystals and the area at the end of a session.

There are various ways to open up I've listed a few.
Possibly some other people can offer advice.

If you wish more specifics please list what you are using now.
Plus any specific fears that lead you to wanting it shut in the first place.
everdark1 (1 stories) (4 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-16)
Thank you Pathr. Is it possible that I have some how subconsciously put up a shield to block out these abilitys. I believe that this scenario it possible though what reading I have done. The reason I believe this scenario is possible is because it seems that at my weakest my abilitys seem to come back, (it kind of feels like two forces are fighting each other) as if the shield is linked to my feels and health. Do shields work this way? If so is there a way to break a shield? I appreciation any help you can give.
PathR (4 stories) (1256 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-15)
everdark1 I would ask for it to return.
Connecting to spirit helper or helpers.
Note dreams and intuitive clues.

Do not judge yourself and allow it to follow.

An individual can shut down their ability by their will. If this is your scenario.
You will need to deal with the block which could sounds like fear. This could be a type of spirit loss. When we are ready and feel more in control we automatically re-open.
Some of the fear can be aleviated by understanding, so studing would be helful.
Understanding when you hit the point of feeling overwhelmed, can be combated with
A shield, or releasing though various ways.
This would depend on th individual.
If an individual is an empathetic. The individual normally suffers from energy loss as well as feeling of being overwhelmed. Empathetics have big hearts and give too much therefore walking away empty. The cycle is difficult leaving the individual wanting the process to stop. At least this is what I've found for myself.

Since this is a format for sharing I've listed the items for general readers.
I am just listing some reasons abilities leave.
For some it can leave due to stress, trauma/accident/loss of a loved, puberty, adulthood. Use of recreational drugs, or excess alcohol/tobacco, or medical treatment can diminish abilities.

Please only take what applies.

Good journey
everdark1 (1 stories) (4 posts)
10 years ago (2011-04-15)
so how can I unblock my self and get my gifts back? I feel Like I have lost a leg.

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