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Abilities Taking Over Yet I Feel In Control

 

I'm putting this out there as a plea for all empath's. For those of us who feel emotions we often lose ourselves and are unable to focus again. Just because we feel the emotions of the world doesn't mean we have to let them control us. Now for the story

Ever since I've been a kid I've felt a connection with the elements. Fire, Water, Earth and above all Wind. I know there are dozens of stories of people controlling the elements... And mine is kind of one of them.

I spend an insane amount of time out in the woods, forest, ocean. Sun shine, rain or drought I'll be there. During these times I may lose myself in thought and I began to reach out and feel the way life flows through the world.

Whenever I'm tired or in a highly emotional it's like everything reaches out to me at once and tries to help me. One day I was distraught over a friend who really needed my help. When I realized that there was nothing that I could help her it was like the wall I'd built around myself had crumbled every ounce of control I had vanished at once.

Suddenly I felt as if I didn't go help her at once something terrible would happen, something in which there was no going back. She suddenly hung up on me crying she was so depressed that I felt it like a blow to every nerve in my body. I had loved this girl, she was my ex, still do even after everything. But this wasn't about two teen problems this was about me finally allowing the last barrier the last strong hold I held to come down.

I climbed out onto my roof and jumped down landing on the grass. The second I touched the ground I felt strength flood through my body I felt the wind reach out to me. Then it was like I felt the world all at once. I felt the happiness of a new couple, the loss of life from a dear friend and the depression of my friend.

Even though I had never been to her place I somehow knew where she lived. I felt a tugging deep in my stomach. Like something wanted to get out. It had been something that I had suppressed ever since I had been a child. Some deep primal force that I was terrified to let the world see. In those moments though I let it out. And it felt right, I had control of myself though ever last sense was working in over time. I reigned back on all other emotions and only searched for her and when I found it I layed against a tree, put my hand on the bark and felt connected to everything. In that state I managed to get control and put up my barriers again.

I felt drained but for the first time in a long time I finally felt like me, and it was good.

I know it was a bit much but I swear it's all true and I could use some help on what the heck happened and what I can try to do to expand my abilities or control them...please

Suddenly I felt as if I didn't go help her at once something terrible would happen, something in which there was no going back. She suddenly hung up on me crying she was so depressed that I felt it like a blow to every nerve in my body. I had loved this girl, she was my ex, still do even after everything. But this wasn't about two teen problems this was about me finally allowing the last barrier the last strong hold I held to come down.

I climbed out onto my roof and jumped down landing on the grass. The second I touched the ground I felt strength flood through my body I felt the wind reach out to me. Then it was like I felt the world all at once. I felt the happiness of a new couple, the loss of life from a dear friend and the depression of my friend.

Even though I had never been to her place I somehow knew where she lived. I felt a tugging deep in my stomach. Like something wanted to get out. It had been something that I had suppressed ever since I had been a child. Some deep primal force that I was terrified to let the world see. In those moments though I let it out. And it felt right, I had control of myself though ever last sense was working in over time. I reigned back on all other emotions and only searched for her and when I found it I layed against a tree, put my hand on the bark and felt connected to everything. In that state I managed to get control and put up my barriers again.

I felt drained but for the first time in a long time I finally felt like me, and it was good.

I know it was a bit much but I swear it's all true and I could use some help on what the heck happened and what I can try to do to expand my abilities or control them...please

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Supersian (guest)
 
8 years ago (2012-04-04)
I can sense the emotions of spirits.
It sure hits you like a brick wall.
Especially when your right next to it. Or even in the same spot as it. Those who have this ability can understand.
Im staring to get the livings emotions. It makes it hard to concentrate, and you get confused with how you feel.
Especially at lunch. I get a rush of emotions. And after a while of this confusion I get a headache starting in the middle of my head and sometimes it works it's way to my forehead where my third eye should be.
Am I the only one? Or is this common.
Am I an empathic medium? Sorry if the comment is to long:/
jwashin8 (1 stories) (12 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-07-03)
I feel connected with nature and how do you control the feelings when it comes out of no where?
drewboi (5 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-07-01)
tonya,
Your still an empath. I can feel living and dead spirits. You will soon be able to develope it for living people too. Just means that your possibly a medium as well, empathic medium is the term I think. Which is useful to happen, empathic mediums help with missing persons cases and such, just when developing it try and sence living peoples feeling and soon your abilitys can develop, then start focusing on slight hints that show weather they are live people or passed spirits and itll make things easier.
:D happy feelings
tonya (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-07-01)
I am just discovering that I have the empath ability. I can not sense the living's emotions or project my emotional state onto someone else but I feel the emotions of the spirits that I come into contact with. It is something that I have not ran into with others yet. Most people talk about sensing or feeling the emotions of the living. Is there another term for what I can do? Or am I an empath that just happens to have everything mixed up?
cbsmurph (2 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-07-01)
I really like this post because I just found out there's a category for my percieved troubles. Its Kind of hard to be in public I know what most peoples' state of being is and their thoughts and emotions. Kind of funny in my current state: the emotions of the world at large make me feel completely overwhelmed almost all the timme. I am happy inside but the "things" swirling in my energy field and mind are so wierd. Happy to be part of a "group" now. "O". But I also will try very hard to gain control of my state only. Sometimes its all so WoW. The nature thing scares me I feel like shifting if that makes sence. Its like I can't control it but I love it but am also scared. Its all so commical. I am a fire. Maybe I'm wrong but I love the energy of it and water as well. I never considered wind before though. Peace
jwashin8 (1 stories) (12 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-06-30)
It happens to me to and then my mood suddenly shifts. I always wonder what that was do you know?
Nova (3 stories) (3 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-06-30)
Yeah I do, it was much harder to control when I was a kid but I've kind of gotten used to it. It's hard to describe but I can shift emotions upon other people sometimes but only with contact.

I feel connected to the earth too. It's stability helps keep me grounded while the air keeps me calm whenever I feel overwhelmed.

Sorry about your luck
DreamRider (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-06-29)
Pretty much the same applies to me. I am an empath too I have always had a connection with the elements, but earth is my main not wind... Do you ever get really emotional for no reason, and then your friends are like "What's wrong?" and you're like "Ummm...I don't know."? Because that happens to me A LOT.

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