So far as I know I'm an empath and also an indigo child lately I have been able to sense the energy of other more frequent than usual even to the point that it sickness me. But what I don't understand is why I can't feel my own energy neither my friend can, I know it sounds kind of weird but I feel kind of empty not because of depressions I just feel hollow like I ran out of energy for some reason. I can't make people feel my energy like when you are kind of sad and you want to cheer someone up I can't cheer anyone I even make them more depressed. For a stupid reason like 5 years ago my best friend and I tried like pushing stuff with energy and she actually made it at that time I thought it was a trick but now I really see she can "grab" energy and push it while I cant.
The really weird thing happened like 2 months ago it was during the English class and I swore I could see like a shadow touching my classmates going one by one and taking his time with them I thought I was going crazy and when it came to me I was like I'm doomed! But it didn't touch me it just passed by but my friend that also has psychic abilities "saw" it to so I knew I wasn't crazy. But why did it left me out am I just not worthy? Or not enough energy or feelings, I don't know but it really kind of upset me. My friend also often said that I have like a barrier that no one can sense not even her so that's why no one feels my energy, and I know I'm not making a barrier not even unconscious so is there another reason why no one can sense my energy? Why I can't myself?.
So why is it that my energy is so hollow? That's the only word I can find for it.