I should have been looking into this years ago but I am really interested to speak with someone who has knowledge in this department and who could explain some of the things that happen around me?
Cats are very drawn to me, strays will always approach me, my cats are like loyal dogs to me who follow me everywhere, literally! I was at a casino in the middle of nowhere once and I was outside having a smoke on the bench when suddenly a little kitten out of nowhere jumped in my lap. There were no homes in sight for a cat to be there and it wouldn't leave it sat right on the bench waiting for me to come out. Out of all the people that go into a casino why me?
When I was a baby I almost went through crib death twice, both times it was a cat that saved me. Went crazy meowing and running up the stairs until someone followed it to my room both times I was blue.
When I was 7 we went on a family trip to PEI where most of my family is. There was a stray dog that my great grandmother would feed even though it would not approach anyone, not even her. Well it warmed up to me right away we played in the driveway, I was digging in the mud when I heard a giant YELP! I went to see what happened, the neighbors didn't like the dog and when they saw it playing with me they got in their car, pulled out of their driveway into mine and ran over the dog! I sat with the dog until he stopped breathing, there was nothing we could do.
A few months later on my way home from school I saw the dog, it was standing to the right of me looking right at me. When I turned to look at it directly it was gone? I never ever saw it again but I always wonder if it was possible for animal spirits to watch over you?
The house we moved into when I was 8 apparently believed to have a spirit in the house as the previous owners had a teenage son who was very depressed and threw himself in front of a train. In that house we felt blankets being taken off of us, one time I felt a forceful hand grab my shoulder and flip me onto my back just as my dad was opening my bedroom door. My dad was kind of an angry guy and would really hit the roof if he got home and the kitchen table was still dirty but my brother and I would always wait until we heard the car pulling in before we cleaned the table, well we would always hear it and jump up and clean that table and then when we would go and look it wouldn't be there. But he would always pull in like 3 minutes later. Other people could hear it too. It was an old clunker so there was no mistaking it for someone else's car, it was almost like something warning us?
My grandma came to visit us when I was 10 and she died in my room while she was there. She had emphysema and always slept with the windows open even in the winter. Well for a year after that I slept walked and opened all the windows in the house and also tried to leave the house. My dad had to direct me back to bed. He put major locks on the doors because of my sleep walking, yet I would know to put my boots and coat and scarf on and unlock all those locks, it took enough time that he would hear it and be able to keep me inside but if he ever asked me what I was doing I would always say I was going to visit grandma? Where the hell would that be? She was cremated?
Those are just some of the major things that happened. When I'm angry lights go so bright they almost pop, car alarms will go off around me. I am an extreme empath, I can feel other people so my moods are always up and down I have no idea how to control it. I get images in my head seconds before something happens, its never enough time to actually do something about it but the images are there.
I had a dream about a month ago that I was about to lay down on my couch to go to sleep IN THE DREAM and the minute I laid on the couch a tall man came out of the shadows and stood over me pouring water on my face almost as though to tell me I need to wake up, and I did, I woke out of my sleep with a jolt.
When I told my dad about it he said I just described his father, whom I have never met nor saw pictures of as he was a Satan worshiper and a mean mean drunk? The dream itself was really creepy yet something in the dream told me not to be afraid?
I had a dream a couple of years back that I was laying in bed with my husband we were watching a movie and there was this sick scary being in the bed next to me with gross tangly hair and sores on her face it was disgusting. In the dream my husband kept telling me to just not look at it and it will go away but I was so curious I kept trying to get a peak of what it was and it was like it felt me trying to look at it so it turned its head really fast and I could hear the breathing so I turned my head really fast but it was too late it knew I was trying to look at it and it turned towards me and put its face on the side of my head and my husband kept calmly saying not to look it in the eye or I will go insane. When I woke up and recounted the dream I realized it was wearing the same nightgown that I was wearing IT WAS ME! WTF? That dream still makes my skin crawl and it was at a time that I was having an emotional melt down.
A friend of mine just moved in and said she feels something attached to me and is in the house because random things will fall or the tv will just shut off, I will often see a cat torpedoing down my stairs, NOT the same colors as the cats I currently have.
Sorry for the long long rant lol, but could someone give me some of their expertise?