My name is Whitney and I'm thirteen, almost fourteen years old. Ever since I was little weird things have always gone on around me. Since before I can remember whenever I was alone I could hear a voice calling my name. It always happened when I was alone or when someone near me couldn't hear. I've always just passed it off as being crazy. Now that I'm older I don't hear the voice anymore, like I grew out of it. But things have gotten worse and continue to now. Now without even thinking about it, I predict things are going to happen. I don't know if it's intuition or what but I know that I am. It's happened far too many times for me to pass it off as a coincidence. The first time I truly noticed it was around two or three months ago. I had been on the computer and suddenly got a very bad almost metallic taste in my mouth. Well something more like that gross taste in your mouth when around a huge fire? Like gasoline I guess. Anyway, I had found a lighter and it was almost like I was compelled to play with it.
A couple days later as my mom was driving me home after going to the grocery store, We saw a huge fire down the street from our house. I was convinced it was just some form of coincidence but after all the stuff that's happened I'm not sure. Another time was when I came across a random memory three years ago about my sisters car overheating. My sister and I drove up to a state park later and on our way back the car over heated and we were stuck for an hour at a local KFC. Again I passed it off as a coincidence and maybe it was. But tons of this stuff happens to me, all the time. I was ice skating and suddenly felt I needed to get off the ice and wait outside. At the time my sister was pregnant. Fifteen minutes later my other sister was waiting for me at the edge of ice, telling me my sister had gone into labor.
There are so many times this happens and it's really starting to freak me out. And after every time this happens it gets stronger and closer together. It's like it's building up. It also happened with one of my school buses. I'm a slightly paranoid person and this could be the reason for this one but after all of these other events and everything else I feel the need to include it. I ride the bus home from school every day and I had a lot of reluctance riding the bus. I kept thinking in my head 'A bus is going to crash, A bus is going to crash' Sure enough the next morning before school one of the buses crashed into the flag pole.
And it's not only intuition or precognition. As this has been going on I've been more sensitive to others emotions. I just know when someone is feeling something and if someone is lying or did something really bad I get an awful feeling about them and subconsciously keep my distance. I just know when I shouldn't trust someone. If someone is upset I don't even have to look at them, I'll just know. I've realized as of late that my moods change to the emotions of others around me. This stuff really scared me so I looked up some stuff about it and found something's about empaths. It talked about empaths having a sort of healing ability? Well since I was very little I've been a very quick healer and have escaped a lot of near death situations. When I was just a baby I got really sick and my parents and the doctors didn't think I would make it.
After I got a small surgery that should've kept me in bed for a couple days, right as I got home from the hospital I started bouncing around and I even did cartwheels. When I get sick it's not for very long at all, it only lasts a couple hours to a day at most. Recently I was out hanging with my friends and fell in a parking lot, hitting my shoulder. It hadn't hurt very bad at the time, and I just laughed it off easily. Two days later I found out I had sprained my shoulder, but even then I healed very fast, only about two days of wearing a sling and I was back to new.
There are other things as well, like I instantly know who is calling on the phone, without knowing anything I know when my mom is home when she's just coming down the street. And just last night I had an awful nightmare.
It was about a girl who was murdered by her sister while she was pregnant. I don't remember most of it, but the important details. The ghost had come to me for help and my family and I had had helped her, but the dream ended in a scary place. I don't know if this has any relevance but I often feel watched and I shiver out of nowhere even when I'm not cold. I hear ringing clearly in my ears and now it scares me so bad that I plug my ears shut because I don't want to hear it anymore. I don't know what I should do or if I'm just playing this all off as something big. I need some advice from someone else. An opinion? Please help. I don't know what to do.