Day I Think I Die?

On Dec. 5 2011. I had what most people would probably call a déjà vu, but it wasn't. I believe it was a premonition of when I die. It took me back to when I was a child. Having a dream of this very instinct. My body shaking and every move I made was a step in the feeling I was getting and then it all ends with me saying something to my girlfriend then almost having a heart attack. It was so intense that even when thinking about my childhood dream. I was shaking in that too that same way I am now. Everything I'm doing at this point in time has all played out. I believe that this was a reminder of a premonition I had (which feels like one of the first things/earliest things I can remember) it's scaring me almost had me almost in tears. I need to know is there anyone else out there that knows anything about this? I could really use the help. I remember being told as a child I was born with a veil on my face and rumors are that this is a sign of possibly psychic abilities. I feel that as a child you are imprinted with your death and when it occurs you've seen it happen before as a infant. Am I the only one that thinks that? If not please email me, cause I believe my time is coming up very soon. This thing is making my body feel weird and weak and my heart is pounding out of my chest. Can someone please help me do you know if this is possibly true cause I swear I just relived a premonition I had as a infant as early as I can remember and I still got this weird feeling like this is still playing out?