My name is Emily, I'm 14, and even as I write this I am feeling weird. I have never thought about having any abilities that allow me to see and hear stuff. It is weird everywhere I go I seem to be able to hear what people want me to say and say it. It's not hearing it as you would hear a clear voice, it is more like it's there somewhere talking to me. My mom doesn't like many people so I just say what she wants me to hear and it is getting harder to hear what she wants me to say, because I don' always agree, but I can't get the courage to tell her about knowing things.
I see shadows that seem to move in the corner of my eyes, but last night it got weirder, like it wanted me to see it. I think there is something about it that seems evil, but good. It was in the woods behind my house and I couldn't seem to make it out. I've concluded that it was not any neighbors because their son if off to college and their daughter wasn't home last night.
I would like some help with this, I'm a little scared about it coming directly up to me and talking to me. I'm also afraid that one day will speak what someone isn't talking about, just sort of thinking about. There's also seeing something that isn't really there.
Have any of you had this issue?
I'm scared at night when there is more of a presence, I hear my brothers sleeping and see them asleep. It scares me to think about it and when I do I seem to be able to almost see it in my room even with the dim light on. When I type on my computer I'm scared to look up when it's dark because it feels like it is right there thinking scary things.
I have talked to one person about it and it was a doctor like person of alternative medicines and he said it was a very different gift and I didn't like to talk about it so I stopped. Do any of you out there know about it and what it is called? Are there any ways to make it go away or control it so I have less worry?
Thank you for listening.