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Feelings, Sights, 3:33am, Can't Meditate


I asked some stuff before, and since then I've noticed some newer things that have recently developed and It's honestly making me feel like I might be going insane or just being dumb.

A while back I was sleeping over at my boyfriends, I passed out a little early due to being extremely tired. Anyway I remember seeing his grandpa coming home late that night and I vividly remember seeing him walk up the drive way. So naturally I thought I was just sleep walking because I used to do that a lot when I was younger. When I asked my boyfriend about it he confirmed that he did indeed get home late, but that I was definitely asleep in bed (he was up playing video games and I was sleeping next to him.) I don't suppose that he just didn't notice his droggy girlfriend getting out of bed and walking out his door. Lately I keep having this feeling like I've been sleepwalking, but everyone is almost positive I've been in bed all night. Like I'm walking around the house. But it ONLY happens at his house. Also, there's been a few times I've been woken up at 3:33 am in the morning, naturally I've seen enough horror movies for this to freak myself out so I force myself back to bed. Another thing is about 1-2 weeks ago my mom and I entered an antique shop in a small city. Almost instantly I could just feel the energy buzzing off of it. Nearly to the point I felt like I was suffocating. I couldn't wait to get out of it. But, I felt like I could see the history of items I touched. Like something that was "imprinted" I think is the right word? I sort of ignored it and went on. But, just the other day I went on a hike at a historic railroad trail. It happened again. I could touch the wall or focus on an are again and it was like I could see the history going on before me. I could see the train coming towards us, the wagons, the water (which would have been much higher) and I could /feel/ it too. I told my boyfriend and he only said I just have an extremely creative imagination that I can't control. I won't lie that only slightly made me mad, and felt a little insane so I don't exactly want to share things like this with him.

It's weird, because when new things show up, old things go away. No dreams, I can't feel people's emotions as easy, etc. And everything just happens at random times it's not like I can't ever control it.

Two more things.

I can't meditate. Ever. When I try I usually end up "imagining" /something/ is there and I freak out and open my eyes again. Is there any way around that? I honestly get too scared to try and go to a deeper place in my mind, because if I get even close something snaps me back into reality.

Last thing. No one ever answered this.

When I was very little, I told my mother that I ripped out another child and got in her belly because I wanted to be born. Or something along those lines. Does that mean anything? Or could it have anything to do with what goes on now? My mom said it was extremely odd that I said that considering sometime inter her pregnancy something happened and they were almost certain she had misscarried.

I dunno, even telling me I'm losing my mind would settle my nerves a little. Thanks in advance!

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City_Lights (2 stories) (6 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-19)
You all are great! Thank so much for your inputs. They all really helped 😁 I will definitely be looking up the book and trying to read it.
Archico (3 stories) (7 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-14)
Something funny: reading about your 3:33... I have a similar experience with the number 555. I used the technique I suggested to you to clear the energy from it a long time ago but your post reminded me of it.
I don't want to give it anything after this but I wanted to illustrate to you. I just submitted a story and my word count was 5555. I'm (of course) giving it energy by mentioning it, but the good thing is that I understand there's really not much to it. Just sometimes when you have our kind of energy things like this happen. No worries. 😉 Even after you clear it, It will most likely still pop up to say 'hello' from time to time.
Archico (3 stories) (7 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-14)
Wow. This is a lot.
Your particular self energy is buzzy buzzy buzzy and electro-charged! You are a very heady person (which can be an awesome thing). However, you need balance. Ground. Surround yourself with black and red. Eat some meat and/or root veggies (beets especially)! Get some dirt and mud and feel it in your hands and under your feet. Get outside for an extended period of time and let yourself air out.
The 3:33 may be caused by you. You have focused on it and may be bringing it into fruition. You have to redirect your energy to something else when it pops up. Do not give it a second thought or any energy. Have a go-to thought (red flowers for instance) but keep changing that thought up so red flowers don't start appearing. Hah
As for the sleepwalking... I think you are just really curious about your boyfriend and are checking his stuff out on your own time. Be respectful of his space but look where you feel like. You're probably projecting yourself at night. When you wake up take a moment and some good long concentrated breaths and feel for all of yourself making sure you're all in the body.
As for your empath abilities, project a strong veil around you and don't take in anything you don't want. Create it with your imagination and will. Just because you are using you imagination doesn't mean that it's not actually manifesting something.
Meditation. A Mudra for you; lay the back of one hand in the palm of the other and connect the thumbs. Scattered energy starts to flow around the circle at the rhythm of your breath and the hand holding the other creates a cradled and balanced feel. You may consider a red or black shawl over your shoulders and head for grounding. Imagine a barrier made of what makes you feel safe around you or even create a circle around yourself with something that you feel good about.
That last bit's pretty dark. I'd have to really go into that and it's a bit edgy for me. Maybe some other time.
Newbiepsychic (109 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-13)
re meditation, if you see scary things, try to just focus on asking for positive things, try focussing on feeling a lot of love for everyone and everything and stay in a positive frame of mind. I too see scary things, mostly they are just scary because I don't recognize it or it's just something I'm not expecting to see, try not to feel fear, know that if you can fight that feeling of fear that you can go deeper with it. But if you continue to feel fear, you will not go any further.

Interesting re the comment when you were a child. If interested, you may wish to try to read the Tibetan book of the Dead. Hard to understand but it does sort of cover this topic. Basically says you choose who your parents will be etc etc.

leo9401 (1 stories) (7 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-11)
no problem! Yeah I remember them vividly. The first time it ever happened it felt like I dove out of my body into a white light and that's all I could see and then I got nervous and shot back into my body. I have had about 3 other experiences and they were all at my cousins house. One of them I flew through her house and into the back yard then I heard a noise and shot back into my body. Don't be scared you were blessed w a natural ability! Something that helps me know that its not dangerous is that, when you sleep you always astral project but unconsciously so either way youre doing it! The only way I astral project willingly is when I notice I'm dreaming (lucid dreaming) and through that I can easily leave my body. Its always a cool experience!
City_Lights (2 stories) (6 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-11)
Ally, that would be kind of creepy, and cool!
I don't know much myself, but I could try and help!

Leo, I had no clue it was called phychometry, thank you for telling me! I can try to look into it more and find out if that's actually wants going on haha. Can you remember your astral projections? Or control them? I've heard a lot about that sort of thing and it just sounds like something that's a little too dangerous for a scardy cat like me. (specially considering I can not focus on a "white" light long enough to save my life.)
leo9401 (1 stories) (7 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-10)
Ive heard of people being able to see the history of objects by touching it it's called psychometry, its cool you can do it! And also it sounds like you are astral projecting at your boyfriends house, I don't know what the reason is but that happens to me too, when I'm not in my own bed I can easily astral project
Ally308940 (3 stories) (9 posts)
11 years ago (2013-11-09)
Hi. I can relate to this... Like I just joined this thing... And I am still trying to find answers... But I am just saying I don't know if this will answer the thing about your mom being pregnant with you maybe like the baby that she was supposed to have did die and somehow came back to life... Like with a new soul... And the soul was yours... I don't know I am just saying... But I get weird feelings to and when I try to focus/meditate I get scared too... But I don't know why sometimes I don't get scared and can actually like know I guess... Its wierd... But if you can help me at all email me please, ball.alyx [at]

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