A while ago, I used to think that I was some weak form of an empath, but as time flew by, I realized that all of those encounters were just coincidences. I don't truly have psychic abilities like everyone else does on this site, but I really wish to develop them. I've researched a lot about how to read auras and how to become an empath, but none of their procedures really helped me. I've tried to meditate, but not only does my attention span fly out the window, it also doesn't seem to be helping me. I know that patience is key, so you don't have to tell me that but isn't there some way to develop these abilities a little differently so that even someone like me could stay focused?
If I do become an empath and develop these abilities to see emotions and auras, would that eventually lead me to seeing spirits as well? If it does, I don't think I can continue developing them because I'm very scared of spirits. I don't want to cross paths with evil spirits (Thank goodness I haven't yet). All I want to do is JUST read emotions/auras of people and animals, nothing more. I honestly don't want to have anything to do with spirits because of my fear.:/
Also, I'm really really curious as to what my aura is like. I've been described by my friends that I have an "addicting" personality and that I have a trustworthy but "weird" aura. This puzzled me for so long. How can my aura be weird and addicting? It doesn't even make any sense. Is it just the way I act? I know that it has some blue because it's my favorite color and the personality traits for it seem to fit my mood most of the time. But what is the feeling of being "addicting." Does it mean that people get attached to me easily? Then why? I know I have so many questions, but this problem has been puzzling me for so long. If anyone can decipher my aura through the internet. It would be greatly appreciated.