My name is Matthew and I live in Australia. I have had several psychic experiences in my life, most of them not controlled (which frustrates me). I have constantly been trying to develop my psychic abilities to no avail. Obviously I am trying too hard in the wrong direction.
I have had many experiences: from recurrent numbers like other people on this site (333, 666, 316, 111, 222, 555, triples and/or quadruples are big on my list)) to premonitions of where people are eating out (correct ones), knowing who calls me and using my intuitive sense of direction to get to places I have never been to before.
One thing that really sticks out though is my subconscious ability to make people drop things. This includes car crashes and temporal 'ill concentration' of a person I look at or am in presence with. I have been angry at a work place and I'll walk past the bar and the dishwasher door flies open. I'll just look at people and they drop exactly what is in their hands; whether it be a glass a pen or whatever; they don't even have to be looking back at me.
One person in particular in a restaurant I worked at was especially susceptible to my spirit's ill intentions. I'd walk up at least 10ft away from the boy and he would drop whatever he had in his hands. This happened regularly to the point where he said, "I don't know why but when you are around, you make me drop things..."
Is it just me catching people off guard in their thoughts and my prominent thought structure overtaking for a split second for them to drop their current occupation?
I really want to be able to hone my skills. I can't seem to find a way. I believe my mind is locked through too many generations of non-psychic belief. I need to unlock it with meditation (which I'm not too good at) or certain Shamanic preparations that force the neural pathways through the right hemisphere of the brain and pineal gland.
Thanks for listening. I hope to find some like minded people,