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I'm 13 And I Need Answers


Hey. So, I know I'm rather young, and what I'm going to tell you is true. I don't even know if it really IS abilities I have, or just a whole lot of coincidences. Well, I am a 13 year-old girl from Ontario, Canada. Since my Grandma died, I have been having really abnormal things happen to me. For starters, I have been seeing shadows. Now, I know pretty much everyone can see paranormal shadows and stuff, but these shadows I'm seeing seem to acknowledge me. It's really starting to freak me out. Another thing is I get strange feelings whenever I'm in my basement. It feels like there are flies flying around in my brain, and when I close my eyes I see things. When I see things it's like when you stare into a light and the image is burned into your cornea. Well, this is the same thing, only I see my Grandma's face. But I also see this creepy one with sunken eyes and really pointy ears or horns. This could be just me going crazy though. The scariest experience I've had is one with my 9 year old sister. Me and her were up in her room playing Monster High dolls. I don't remember ANY of this happening! But, apparently it looked like I was forced down on the bed, and I started making choking noises and my eyes were rolling back. I'm not the one to have seizures or anything, I never have. Then, according to her, she went over to try and see what was wrong but apparently I started screaming in her face. She was really freaking me out, and, of course she could be lying, but this is the part that confirmed it for me. She said I ran down stairs into my basement and sat on my Grandma's favorite chair. Then when she put her hand on my knee I screamed again. Then I apparently hit her across the face. The last thing I remember is hitting her, and sitting in that chair. I didn't know how I got there, because I was supposed to be in my sisters room playing dolls with her. That was like 2 weeks ago, and ever since then I have had really creepy dreams of this dude who looks like the devil and my grandma. I have also been hearing voices, and they're really hard to understand. Sometimes it sounds like a grumpy male speaking in Latin. The only one I can remember and I know for sure what it said was the grumpy male voice grunting and then it said "You can't hide" I heard that with my bare ears. I am really not lying, and I sure don't think I'm psychotic. Can someone please tell me what's going on?

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Expelliarmus_HP (1 stories) (2 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-31)
Alrighty you guys,

There isn't much love in my house, my Grandma died 2 years ago and I'm over it, I know this spirit or whatever the heck it is isn't Casper the Friendly Ghost, and I just want to know if I got something going on with me. Can anyone of you know for certain, or have any leads? I don't even know if my Grandma was here, or if It's some demonic thing. My friend and I joke about being Satanic beings... But I dunno...
Agstorms (183 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-30)
This is probably really off track but was your grandma nice and/or psychic do you reckon she made a deal of some sort to a dark entity? Because that would explain the horned male and your grandma showing up. Again only speculation.
amymarie (2 stories) (19 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-30)
Expelliarmus: The night is darkest before the dawn. This fear that is feeding on you is challenging, but ultimately will lead to you finding your bright light. You can either let it bother you, which I know you aren't keen on, or you can begin to fight for your light, literally. The first step is believing in yourself, both strengths and weaknesses, for weaknesses create strength. Just as with strength, there must be weakness, to keep us learning, and believing. Your ultimate goal is to keep on truckin'. So:

1. Love yourself, know you are strong, and that there is no way in hell that anyone or anything has the right to make you feel inferior. Remind yourself if you have to.

2. Read up on meditating. It requires accepting your gifts, but go at a pace that you're comfortable with. Anything can be a meditation, if you want it to. I'm a fan of biking and mediating, or walking in a calm place.
As an immediate comfort, if you feel fear is really taking a hold of you, visualize a bright white light starting from inside of you, becoming brighter and brighter. You can imagine it as a soft breeze, or a warm feeling. Feel it, know its real.

3. Read up on archangels. Often, even just saying their names can calm us. Again, you have to trust them, and yourself.

4. Don't stop learning. The more you know, the more you pay attention to yourself, and your perceptions, the more your answers will be laid out in front of you. I truly believe that all of us are strong enough to fight whatever obstacles are in our lives. Its not about winning or losing, that's thinking in the future. Think in the now, and know the future will come, but that's not why you're doing it.

5. As far as space goes, surround yourself with love, and growth, this will promote your love and growth and sort of act as a team. Singing out, when you feel scared often makes your light shine brighter. Nature and plants are soothing, are require love and care, which they will return to you. If an object calls to you, and gives you a warm feeling, brings smiles, take it with you. Give it a new home when someone is in need of someting that may have helped you once.

These are all things you can do everyday. They can easily become a part of your life, without seriously throwing off a schedule. If you feel the need, like Symbol-of-the-dragon said, you can seek guidance from someone with experience, or who may have some good advice. I hope this helps, sending you some warm thoughts!

Perhaps (1 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-29)
Read this and consider whether it makes sense for you.
Lets break this down a bit hopefully so you can find it is not at all something to be scared of. With the death of a loved one the body, mind and soul go through a grief process. Children and teens tend to have such things as what your describing as part of their grief healing. Their natural medium qualities also allow for them to have a bonus of easier communication with the loved ones soul, so of which they do not understand fully, this is normal and nothing to be afraid of...
What does this mean? First the shadows, they are a part of life as you already have an understanding of the more the veil thins the more we see... Sometimes they also represent our darker side trying to become one with us. This is not bad nor is it meant to be scary. It makes us a more complete person. Which is wonderful.
When someone we love dies we have various fears especially the younger minds who worry about where their loved one may be. It is easy to have that cross into the images of which your grandmother and and her friend from the other side are trying to reach out to you with to let you know she is OKAY and has made her journey safely. You may find that the gentleman in question is a relative who is helping your grandmother reach out to you. This happens quite often from the other side. See if you might see him in some older family pictures, like your grandmothers dad or even grandfather. That odd sounding voice could be an accent from another country and another time period.
Now think about some of the smells you have had around you that relate to the good parts of your granny. Think about how your sure she has given you hugs since she left, and how she has came in dream state... She loves you huney, she is not going to bring anyone into your life that will harm you.
As to the episode with your sister, that one is a bit more challenging to bring into a light perspective. Black outs are not uncommon when one is in a high emotional state. The actions you describe are in context with the fear you have shared. Many times what we think are negative entities are our greatest teachers and seek love. As stated above, do not be afraid,,, think with loving thoughts. Point blank tell it if you feel it around you it is not welcome unless it clarifies itself.
And you are special because your a loving caring amazing lady...
martha (5 stories) (89 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-29)
hi, have you ever messed with a ouijji board before? Could have let a negative entity through a portal... My thinking needed to ask you because its a serious matter you will need a preist to cleanse the house if your being tauted, those boards could be very dangerous! Just a heads up!
Symbol-of-the-dragon (4 stories) (68 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-29)
Although forming protection might work for a person who is trained, I don't think Expelliarmus has any training or experience with abilities (am I correct?) I really think that religious or no, you should get help from a priest. They tend to know how to deal with things like this, and are the most trust worthy in these issues because they aren't typically out for hire.
Awakening_In_Crimson (guest)
8 years ago (2012-03-28)
Hmm, well, just don't get scared of it haha. How did you feel about your grandma, I'm assuming when you thought of her she was comforting and loving. Perhaps this thing is trying to get to you through your most loved things but if you can do not be afraid, negative entities feed on fear. Yes, you probably are special, because out of the 6 billion humans it could terrorize it chooses you (a little dark humor lolz). But try and make a shield by imagining a bubble of light colored energy around you. Should help e-mail me if you need to.
psychic_randy (19 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-28)
I'm not exactly an expert but I can tell you this much. Get help! You need your house cleansed! And also, you cannot allow that demon access to your body. Create a psychic shield. When your making it, make it so that absolutely no entity has any access to your body what so ever unless it is to help you. Be careful.
Expelliarmus_HP (1 stories) (2 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-28)
You see, I'm not religious at all. I do go a camp at my local church that teaches about God, so I do have some religion, but I don't pray regularly or anything... I don't know why this is happening to me. Am I special? 😕
Symbol-of-the-dragon (4 stories) (68 posts)
8 years ago (2012-03-28)
sounds like a very creepy possession. I really don't know anything about possessions other than the general stuff everybody sees in movies.

You really shouldn't handle this by your self though. I'd actually recommend talking to a priest... Although that could also end badly. 😐

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