Am I Able To Sense Things?

I found out I have this strange experience back 15 years ago when at secondary school having my exam. Sitting right lane about front 5 seats ahead I looked at one of my friend back, I immediately got a picture running in my mind like a slot movie that she's struggle with a strangulation on the ground seem like a rape scene. I thought that I've been thinking/imagine too much. But after 3 days I got to know that, this friend of mine is dead from rape and murder (strangled to death). I was shock and keep this in silence because I felt like they will judge me or call me crazy. Until recently someone told me that he can sense me having this ability. I was very happy at least having someone that can listen & understand me. I was queries about my ability, so one day I read on a story from paper stating that a 5 years old girl had been went missing or kidnapped. A few days after this story came out again, her mum stating that she know her girl still out there and ask to find her. I immediately sense that this little girl is dead. Then there's a question in my head asking how is she died? The next day when I'm getting into my car ready to work, I smell something burning. I look around but can't find anywhere or anyone burn anything around. So I left it alone but I had this gut feeling that this few days there will be some news stating that someone or something regarding burnt in the news. Until the next 2-3 days, newspaper came out that the charred body of the missing child had been found. I feel shock and pale at that time. I can't imagine that the sign of smelling something burnt link with this case. It seems like a puzzle for me. Then the murderer can't be found. After a while I continue to ask myself, who is the murderer? At that point there was some kind of answer with something come out with the letter M and I on it. Not just one M. Just can't pronounce out very blur and quite long. It came out on the paper the murderer name was Muidin Mydin. Secondly, one night I dreamt about a long and big snake seem like an anaconda type in a busy city street. The scene seems like the street fill with water (quite big gush of water). The next day, paper out a 5 feet long snake had been caught in the city centre after a heavy rain. I honestly felt like my mind is controlling me and I was non-stop thinking but when someone ask me what am I thinking about, I can't figure out what I'm been thinking. It is dangerous for me while I'm driving cause too much thinking leading me to going to somewhere out of my destination. Now I dare not to ask myself question or focus on anything again. Sometimes I feel like I might be going crazy like I need to have some type of validation. Some good advice for my story!