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Help, I Think I'm Psychic

 

Sorry for the length. I guess there are a lot of things wrong with me. If you'll just bear with me and read the article, I feel like I really do need someone's help. I've always been "psychic". I have dreams or visions, whatever you want to call them, and they come true. It's scary.

When I was six, I had a very terrible experience. But it all happened in a dream. I remember I was in excruciating pain, but I do not remember anything else about the dream. I'm not even sure if it was me in the dream or if I was someone else. I woke up screaming and crying and my parents held me and comforted me, but they don't remember that ever happening. I told them something bad was going to happen, but they didn't believe me.

As a result, whenever I knew something was going to happen, I never told anyone. When I was about eight or nine, I saw my grandfather's death. After he died, I felt responsible. I've always been big into the supernatural. I was a devout Christian until I was in seventh/eighth grade. Then a few of my friends started dabbling in Wicca, and one of them asked me to join their coven. I told him that I didn't really know anything about it and asked him why he would want me to join. He told me that he had noticed when he was around me that I could control/influence the weather, especially the wind, and that he had a sense that I was psychic. I declined joining, but he invited me to one of their meetings to observe, and I went.

I don't remember what they did, but I just remember I was kind of scared, because I had always been taught that witchcraft was bad and that psychic senses were sent from the Devil, not God. And I remember he was fire, my other friend was water, and then I was supposed to be the last one or something. It was weird. But when they were doing whatever, it felt right to be that Air/Earth person. And the wind started howling like there was a storm and I freaked out. I'm not saying I caused it, but I think I did.

And then, there are the things. I see them all the time. They're each different, but I remember I woke up maybe a year ago and I opened my eyes and standing in my room was a guy. I blinked and he was gone, but it's just things like that. And when I'm scared or angry the lights flicker, and I'll walk by rooms and televisions will come on or go off.

Also, lately, I've been sleepwalking. It's like my subconscious is trying to get through. I'll find messages written in random places. And lately, I've felt as though there's someone else here, that's not just me. I'll look in the mirror, and I won't see me, it's like I'm seeing someone else.

The scariest thing though, is the man. When I'm asleep and I've already seen what's going to happen tomorrow or I haven't dreamt at all, I'll see this guy, and he's just so malignant, it's like he wants to hurt me. When I'm up at night, and I'm alone, or everyone else is asleep, I'll just feel this sense of evil descend upon me. It's scary. Last night, after reading some articles on this site, I thought I'd try meditating or projecting, and I got this vision of the guy and it's like every time I see him, I get more details about his life.

I didn't ask for any of this. Is there anybody who even remotely can help? I've tried blocking my mind, but nothing seems to work. When I do that it's like he gets madder.

I don't know if my ancestry has anything to do with it, but on my mom's side, I'm descended from a Native American chieftain's daughter who supposedly had the gift, from what I've read about her. And my mom has the same thing where she'll dream something and it will happen.

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
5 years ago (2015-02-23)
You'll find help on the website: 'real life angel and demon encounters', good luck, stay safe!
MidnightWolfCalls (2 stories) (31 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-10-30)
This maybe different, but you need to embrace the fact that you are psychic. It is hetic, and exceptionally hard. Like you I can sense things and more. Though you do need to at least embrace the idea. I'm sorry if this sounds commanding. Good luck, and blessed be! ❤
mccartyseboria (5 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-09-05)
yeah my family is cherokee too I know nothing about them and niether do my family but I have a lot of phsycic stuff going on... I can see demons and sense angels and ghosts... And I can predict the rain where I'm standing a day in advance and even make it rain sometimes...
anna1972 (3 stories) (7 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-08-15)
I have said this before. We are all psychic. Whether we choose to accept it or not. I feel like you have psychic abilities. You just haven't developed them enough. You should concentrate or meditate. I know you probably don't believe me but you have got to trust your inner self. I too have ancestors My people are Cherokee. My great great grandmother was a cheiftans daughter who was psychic. She could predict the future and read dreams. I believe it was passed on to me. I sometimes dream things that come true. Don't be afraid of this. I know you said you have meditated already and you learn new things about his life. You need to open your mind to allow him to show you what it is he needs to show you or he will continue to come around you.
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-19)
Lonnie - thanks for defining spirit guide. Would have never thought of that... I do agree with Ara there is a "surge" in sensitivity but not sure if evolution or a natural cycle. I tend to think a cycle because challenges will be happening in some way. During the plague, there was probably a "surge..." Always in some generations there are a few, but more in other generations. This generations feels strong. It's a mix of knowledge/knowing which is pretty awesome. A strong combo. I hope they can fix things that are wrong.
aramasamara (22 stories) (577 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-18)
By the way I have to say that this has been occuring for a very long time... And it isn't anything new... Except that it is growing in recognition and studies... So it is an evolution of enlightment. Humans are still evolving and have been for centuries upon centuries, now scientists are beginning to see tail bone fused, mutations in various genes, different emotional states in a population... And so forth. Evolution does not happen overnight, it just goes on for a long time until the time is right to either move on or to die off, we are only preparing.
aramasamara (22 stories) (577 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-18)
Funny, Kaylawishing that you mention that... I myself have been talking about that with certain healers... Due to my position, but I also know a girl that I visited often due to my mother's frienship with her friend... They became family to us. I was older than her about (8) years and when we played... She always was extremly I mean really emotional... I knew something was different about her... Until finally years later I learned what the word itself meant... Personally I think you can tell right away with children
Kaylawishing (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-18)
In the 1980-2000 their was a great rise in indigo children (children born with the gift. From 2000 on there is a new group called crystalin children which is a small step above the indigo child. Its possable that a indigo or crytsalin child may have been born before these dates. So It woouldnt be hard to identfiy as one of these groups. Its nothing to be afriad of M its supposly the next step in humans "evloution" so I would be happy that your a part of it
Lonnie (1 stories) (22 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-17)
M,
here is great info about it from the Oxford American Dictionary.

Spirit Guide is defined as follows: "A being or energy which has no material body, although it has that potential open to it to do so that it may again incarnate on the earth if it chooses to do so. A Spirit Guide is a highly evolved spirit who has spent many incarnations on the earth and has grown in spirituality and purity. For the Spirit Guide, earth lessons are no longer necessary..." It continues, "A Spirit Guide may only communicate when called upon and asked for assistance. The assistance may be in the form of guidance, protection or attention to a specific matter. The Spirit Guide will serve but will never step in without being asked. The Spirit Guide's purpose is to assist the soul in reaching its most perfect state. However, understand that if the Spirit Guide is asked to assist in some way that the Guide sees as not for the highest good of the one who is asking, the Guide will first ask the individual if this is truly what he or she wants and may even issue a warning that a particular path is not for the highest good but will still help if it is the persons' wish..."

~sorry for the long post
M (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-17)
well. I appreciate the commments, it means a lot that there are others I can relate to. And lonnie, I think my fear is very well-based. I don't think this guy is a spirit. It's more like when I see things before they happen, but it's like it already happened or is happening. It's confusing. I haven't tried to talk with it. It's like it's happening present-day somewhere else, which I know sounds weird. And katie, thank you. Could someone explain these spirit guide thingys?
aramasamara (22 stories) (577 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-17)
One more thing a person does not have to be "really nasty" for something dark to cling onto them, most times they are unaware and innocent.
aramasamara (22 stories) (577 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-17)
Katie, most spirits won't harm you, but overall you are correct. Though I do not think that everyone has their own spirit guide, one chooses whether or not conciously or subconciously.
katie (guest)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-16)
Hi spirits won't harm you! I know cause I've seen loads and mostly some come back and back again. I thought they were bad but they don't they don't bring you harm. Did you know everyone has a spirit guide and the spirit can show you themselves so trust it! Its watching out for you and keeping spirits from getting in to your body. Your spirit guide helps you. So don't be scared. They don't bring harm only if you are really nasty maybe but its unlikely. The spirits I see are from past life, loved ones and spirit guide. It can be scary I understand I was like that at first. I don't know why they come and show themselves but now I know why. Spirit guide and that.
Lonnie (1 stories) (22 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-16)
I have a few key questions for you. You said that you get a bad feeling when you are alone, and when you see this man, have you said or tried to communicate with this spirit? Has he done anything to harm you? Could it be your fear that is making you think he is bad? I ask this because spirits are very eager to find people that can see and listen to them. Often they just want to talk to you or come to you so that you can tell them its ok to move on.
Katie (guest)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-15)
wow I'm psychic as well just its nothing to b proud about it messes your head up!

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