I have been having really bad anxiety issues and I have been very paranoid lately for about a month. I had a panic attack last Saturday (March 31st). I also just had another panic attack Sunday night, (April 8th).
A few nights ago (Monday night) I was laying in bed and started hearing noises in my room. I started getting really freaked out. Then I laid there and just closed my eyes and tried to relax. Then I started hearing noises in my ears like people were talking to me. Then a deep mans voice said something (don't remember what he said) but it was so loud in my ears it literally made me jump. I have been hearing things in my room the past few nights and I have been feeling like I am being watched. I am really curious about all of this, and honestly I want to be a medium. I would LOVE to deliver messages from the spirit world to their loved ones. I have read up on becoming a medium and what it is like in the beginning of being one.
I am frightened that it is the 'devils' work and that God would be angry with me if I become a medium. I really do not want that to happen. I always feel like I am being watched of followed everywhere I go and I always feel very anxiety ridden. Are you a medium? Are they confusing and hard to work with? Should I keep it a secret from everyone? I am going to a therapist soon for my anxiety. By the way, I am 13 years old I will be 14 in June. Thank You for your time!
Please help? Could I be a medium? What are the signs of being a medium? What do you think?