I'm 15 years old and will be 16 in October. I'm struggling and I cry trying to write my story. It all started a year ago. At least the stories that REALLY started to take a turn for the WEIRD. My parents say it's too much TV and movies, but I know otherwise.
I don't want to be crazy and I don't want attention. I just want answers. I KNOW I'm not crazy, I pray I'm not.
I have so many problems with the things I "just know". I know them because they pop up in my head. The other day in the car I was thinking of my math teacher all of a sudden, and then I thought of cancer & blood, and I was so confused. I didn't know why it was in my head but it was. A couple days after that my teacher finally shows up for class and announces that she has been having chemotherapy for a CANCEROUS tumor and her BLOOD count sometimes gets too low. I put my head down. WHY? Why do I know things I was never told? WHY do I "just know"?
Another example, when I was talking to my boyfriend and telling him the story I previously shared. He said "OMG! That's so cool tell me something about me!" I ignored it and we went on with a different topic of conversation. Death and water popped into my head, I heard it in my mind. I asked him, "Has anyone ever fell off a boat while you were fishing? Has anyone in your family ever fell off a boat?" He said "No." But the water and death was so urgent in my mind, I had to keep asking! Finally, he goes on to tell me that his little sister almost drowned at a water-park. My heart sank.