I have read so many stories on this website that seem so amazing, that I feel that what I have is not nearly extraordinary. So, my parents have a friend that told me she was psychic and that I might have abilities. At first I was skeptical, but then she told me the name of the girl I liked and some other things that nobody else could really know. She said she could sense spirits and that she used to have OBE's all the time when she was younger. So after that I started to notice that I could sense some stuff that was about to happen.
Once I was at a restaurant with my friends and I realized I was looking at a girl that was sitting in the table in front of me and I guess I kind of knew she was getting a phone call and knew what phone she was about to take out and even what color it was. Another incident was when I was driving back home from taking my aunt to see my uncle, I had a really strong feeling that I was going to get pulled over and I even told my cousin about it and she just told me to go slower. A while later I got my first speeding ticket. That wasn't fun at all.
I also noticed that people open up super fast to me. I can sense what they are feeling and ease them into telling me what's wrong. I don't force them or anything and I'm not trying to be nosy but I feel like I should help. And when I was in college I didn't have many friends that opened up to me then I realized I felt weird, like depressed. And after I talked to friend in Mexico I realized that I needed somebody to vent to me to feel good. Does that sound normal to anybody?
I get random chills sometimes that feel like something walked through me as crazy as that sounds, and when that happens I have to grasp for air. I also feel like somebody is watching me when I go to my grandma's house in Mexico and I have a cousin that said she saw my great grandmother.
I've tried having an OBE and I've failed miserably but I got to the vibrating stage once. Then I stopped trying because I didn't want to be disappointed if I tried hard and failed at it again. I feel like I have something inside of me that wants to break free. Like I have much more power but I can't access it. I feel like I have a block of some kind, like I'm living my life through a dream. Is there anybody that can help with what I'm feeling or help me awaken my abilities? I would really love some help with this thank you.