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Is A Ghost Trying To Contact Me


First let me start with I have always felt different from my family and the people in my small community. I have always felt from a very young age that I was adopted. I know for a fact that my parents are my parents.

I used to have these feelings like something was going to happen. The only way I can explain it is that I KNEW something was wrong or was going to go wrong. The best example I can give is my oldest daughter and I was driving down the interstate. It was pouring the rain. I just felt like something was going to happen. All of the sudden the traffic had come to a dead stop. I was driving about 75 miles an hour. I was in the fast lane of the interstate. It was a two lane interstate. It is like all of a sudden I KNEW what I had to do. There was an opening in the right lane of traffic. It was a tractor trailer and car. Mind you I was still dong 75 miles an hour. I KNEW I had to drive the vehicle in between the two vehicles and I also KNEW I could not brake or I was going to lose control of the vehicle. I perfectly fitted between the two vehicles. I never slowed down. I was able to reach the side of the interstate to the far right on the side of the road but it was still paved. Anyway, I did not stop I drove until we was past the accident and continued on our journey. Now this happened in a matter of seconds... I just KNEW what to do. I used to have these feeling all of the time. Now mind you the same oldest daughter told me she also had these feelings that something is going to happen. About a year ago my Mom and I was in a minor accident. She told me later that my dad had told her that morning that he had a bad feeling that something was going to happen for us to stay home.

The 23rd of this month was the 16 year anniversary of my Grandfathers suicide. Mental illness runs in my family. I was raised in a Christian Church. I have always questioned if God really existed. When I lost my 4 month old niece I really started questioning if God really existed or is it a higher being. I still have not been able to figure that out and I am 47.

When my children where younger we lived in an older house with a history of death. One day I was walking down the stairs and I felt something push me. And when I was alone I would hear what was like a bugler horn that they used in the civil war days. Part of the house was around during the civil war. A husband pushed is wife down the stairs and she died. All of us in that house felt like there was someone there. When we moved out I have not had anything major happen. I still had feelings like something is going to happen.

I have a lot of history and I am not going to touch base on it all. I am a recovering addict! My youngest son is 16. His father and I where together for 10 years. As a recovering addict you can not be with an addict you can not stay with an addict and stay clean. Our son has already had 5 pacemakers at the age of 16. I got clean and have done pretty good at staying clean. About 3 years ago the doctors told me my spine was getting worse. I turned to alcohol. I became a blackout drunk. Six months in I died twice. Everyone that needed to be there that day was there. I have had numerous incidents where I should have died and I didn't. I know that there is a reason for me being here I just don't know why.

3 months ago my sons father died in a very mysterious fire. It was either a meth lab or murder. The investigation is open. On September 11th I started calling the coroners office to get his remains identified. Last week they where able to identify him by a pin in his shoulder. You know I have always had strange feelings like the hair standing up on the back of my neck and cold chills. I can't explain why? I no longer have the feelings that something is going to happen. I do have permanent brain damage from my black out death. Yesterday I was in the back of the house and I heard something break. The window in my sons room had fell and broke one pane of glass. My sons father loved praying mantis's. I have noticed them all around our house in different spots. There is one that keeps sitting on the back screen door. Am I really crazy? Can someone please tell me what is going on? HELP!

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dbluw20 (1 stories) (4 posts)
6 years ago (2018-01-19)
OMG! How do I get these voices to quit bouncing around in my head. There is to many and I do NOT know what to do. Just Breathe! ❤ ❤ 👄
dbluw20 (1 stories) (4 posts)
7 years ago (2017-10-03)
I had to give that a few days for my brain to wrap around. I will revisit the bible but just not right now. Any other suggestions on where to start?
ThulsaDune (4 stories) (108 posts)
7 years ago (2017-09-30)
Hello I am glad that you got a chance to read my post. I hope anything I had written could help you. I first would like to say that this site has a lot of good information that could help you. If you click on peoples profile pages you can find older posts and email addresses for contacting people directly if you wish to. Go ahead and email me if you really need to and I will try to help. I prefer to keep things open for everybody if possible but, some things need a little more personal contact.

I have stated that I am a Christian and I gain a lot of help that way myself but, I have studied all religions through time and used correlations from many. I am now 50 years old and have studied a life time. My knowledge is gained from many sources and experiences and not just 1 book. I do refer to the bible quite frequently but, it is not my only source. I suggest you delve back into Christianity first for comfort and strength. I also suggest you pick up a couple of the top selling life after death experience books listed and read those. It will help with some of your questions. I would also study some of the meditation books listed on this site. They are very helpful to some people.

I myself was struck by lightning as a kid and later as an adult. I have learned truths on my own and will not debate what I know with other people. I don't need to. I had to teach myself things on my own and use my own methods to navigate with. I could possibly help with meditation if you needed it. Everyone is different and sees things differently.
Believe me when I tell you there is a God. He is loving but also just. Sometimes he treats us as we would treat our children. He doesn't give us everything we demand but, gives us what we need. Some times people are taken to protect them from something worse or more painful than they can handle. It isn't that he is unfair it is just that we can't understand at that point what is going on.

I lost my Dad to terminal brain cancer 2 years ago. He was 70 years old and still in perfect health until it showed up. It progressed very rapidly and took him in a matter of months. He did get to see all of his family and make his decisions and prepare himself somewhat. I believe he was spared from years of pain and agony and withering away. I and my siblings assured him that we would take care of my mom and 2 weeks later he made his peace and was gone.
I prayed for him to go quick with little pain, more for my moms sake than ours. At the time everyone in our family felt it was unfair. My 97 year old grandma had to bury a second son and she is still here. We don't always know why things happen but, there is a reason for everything.

I can't tell you what to believe and it is not my place. I can tell you what I know is true to me. You have to take care of you and find out what makes things better for you.
I can tell you that I know and believe that we need God to protect us from Evil and ourselves.
I have looked evil right in the face and it is a force to be reckoned with and will stop at nothing to destroy and feed off of us.

You need to first gain balance and protection in your life and the rest will fall in line and move you where you need to go.
I can list a ton of good books but, they might not speak to you the same way they did to me. 😊
dbluw20 (1 stories) (4 posts)
7 years ago (2017-09-30)
Thank you for your words of wisdom! I am feeling so lost right now. I need to understand more. Any recommendations on where to start? Anything that helped you to start to understand. Reading materials?
ThulsaDune (4 stories) (108 posts)
7 years ago (2017-09-29)
I am truly sorry for what you have been through already in your life. All of us have our own path to follow and things to experience. We all have lessons in life that we learn and it helps us to grow into a different person. You are still here because you are still needed on this plane. People would be amazed if they could only see the connections and effects one life has on everyone that they come in contact with. You are noticing and looking for more information and reasons around you. Your eyes are starting to open to a different kind of existence. As you have already discovered substance abuse leads directly to destruction. Imagine how many peoples lives you could change and affect by being here now.
You have got to know that your children still need you around. There is still a lot of positive things to do and experience yet. Trust me when I say that God or creator or a Higher being does exist. There is positive and negative energy and frequencies. There is light and dark and good and evil. You have been in darkness and light in your life and everybody in this life has their own struggle to go through and everyone is different.
I am a Christian but also a psychic. I have had to balance a very fine line in my own path. I have experienced and learned a lot through time about the paranormal. I have been through experiences with many people. I can explain some of what you felt.
There are sometimes residual energies left in places that are kind of like a permanent loop. Once in awhile we in this realm kind of clash collide or overlap for a brief moment with that loop. Some areas collect intensify and store these energies many of these energies are not intelligent but are just there stuck in an unchanging loop. Some areas contain a kind of portal or passage that comes and goes and sometimes we feel that under certain conditions. Some people are more in tune to it than others. I believe that some of your past experiences were under these conditions and you felt some of these things.
Now to help with some of your questions. I don't often do this in a post and I hope some of the information I give you will help and you will understand what I am getting at and keep it to yourself. It will set on your heart awhile and you will be able to work through it and know what is true for you. Your sons father has moved on and wants you to move down a different path. The praying mantis is a symbol of peace and balance for you in what is to come. You will need to find a place of strength and calm to prepare you for the future. You need to revisit your past spirituality with new eyes. You need to protect yourself from dark energies and forces to come in the future and no backsliding. There is a brighter future coming for you but a storm will challenge you. You are going to experience a whole different kind of relationship and it will be wonderful and your kids will be ok with it. Your son needs some space but don't go to far.
You will be asked to become the mediator in a family issue, be careful. The glass pane breaking is nothing to worry about, just snapping you out of a destructive train of thought, call it a cosmic nudge. Just know that things will improve for you. Your next step is still waiting to be "met".
I hope any part of this helps and that I have not stepped out of the guidelines of this site. I honestly do want to help and want no compensation for it. I don't believe I have done this in any past posts but, I was compelled to come on here today and post this.
Sometimes I gain information that is supposed to be directed at a certain person but am told will help others also. That is why I did this today.
Best wishes to you and your family. You are in my thoughts.

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