I've read about the things called psychic battles, which involve people performing telepathy on each other and blocking each other's telepathic messages. Well, I have quite an interesting life and I have to live with telepathy and more sinister things performed on me every day. I meant to put this up a long time ago, and ask for help, but I was confused, because for a few of those practices I really cannot find any hope of resisting. But I had this idea, this inspiration on this date that I am preparing this article that even if I could block out their telepathy, it would be a major help.
I recently had another set of small events (small and great at the same time) in my life that I can only compare to my first spiritual awakening, and I try everyday to be more aware of my angels, and succeeded a few times (a few times because of the things that are done on me) to fill my heart completely with love. I am quite sure that if I got a foolproof method of blocking telepathy, then I will surely master it, with help and inspiration from my angels.
I will also put up about those practices in this article.
What I want is to learn how to make shields against telepathy. But I haven't been quite good with shields. In articles on the internet teaching how to make psi balls, there is always an instruction on covering the energy with a solid covering to make it stay without anymore effort. I can't make this solid covering, not with psi balls and not with shields. But I know it is possible, those people do it well, and at times I catch myself unconsciously trying to move around them when I have to pass them. Has anyone any idea on making solid energy fields, any additional help?
These people who do these things on me are sadly my own family members. When I look back now, they have shown signs of performing telepathy way back in the past, but they only came down on me hard with worse things about three years ago, the same year as my spiritual awakening in this life. They perform telepathy regularly on me, and I guess fill my head with specific instructions of behavior every night, because I have grown more sensitive to energies and at night have a persistent feeling in the area of my third eye and I guess that is them forcing information on me. They do not go a single day without physical contact with me, which I guess could be said normal but I cannot see any of their behavior straight and believe has to do with strengthening the telepathic bond between us. Why do they have to come and clasp me on my right shoulder every night?
Another thing is they seem to have made it a rule to keep me in a negative mood, trying to keep me emitting negative energies. If I am already in a negative mood while going to bed, I can be assured to be uninterrupted for the rest of the night. If not, one of them surely comes to my room and finds something to make a nasty remark about me. This is the pattern of their behavior.
They do special meditations, and I can identify some of them because of this book I had, called Practical Hypnotism. The author is Dr. Narayan Dutta Shrimali, he is a PhD and has written some other books, one on palmistry, one on mantras and I think there's more. I do not think there is any chance at all that these books can be found in the internet, because the information seem too precious, but I googled it and its there. All of those books have information and names in the typical Indian style - I mean the names of meditations and the methods of all that. In the one particular book, there are a series of meditations which involve staring at something continuously to imbibe some characteristics and increase our cultivated energy, called Tratak. You can find the book on Google books, and see the illustrations and everything. Very powerful. Well, some of them include staring at a mirror and candle flame. They do that. The purpose is their energy level is supposed to rise and the power with which they can perform telepathy is magnified. The power in their astral body.
The strongest of their abilities and the worst of their behavior is - and I have to stress this - every two or three days, they let out a mass of energies when I am near. These energies are heavier than anything I have ever known, and I can feel them - hot and prickly - these go up my spine to my cerebrum. Then they can program this mass of energy from outside and they can make me forget certain range of my vocabulary, diminish my imagination to certain extent, and which is disturbing to an unimaginable extent because the first thing is it proves that the freedom of thought can be encroached upon and so it screws that Jew who survived Hitler's concentration camp and later on spoke of his strength as the unassailable freedom of thought, and the second think is that I am aspiring and studying to be a writer and want to make my own music as well - it maddens me every time they ask how much poetry am I writing these days! I am not joking about this final ability.
I think most of the other things they do cumulate to develop this heavy energy: making me feel bad and feeding on those energies to make it - which is energy vampirism; making it a point to touch me; and the flame Tratak was supposed to raise the level of vibration, and when I look at them I can tell how much negative energy they have stored - not affected by the low vibration, but rather taming it. It even reminds me of the "manifested evil" that Paulo Coelho talked about in his experience with dark magic - because he had to keep in the shower for hours to get rid of the thing, and I can't sit in the shower so long and I have tried cleansing it, grounding it - nothing has worked until now.
I do not know how many will understand these symptoms, and come up with assumptions, but I thank all of them, beforehand. But if there is someone from my culture out there who recognizes these, then I scream for help. Help me, at least teach me how to form a correct shield against telepathy.