I've been having a lot of experiences since I was little. It started out with me not being able to be around certain people. It got to the point where I would run and hide from them. I never thought much of this until a few years ago when I found it difficult to be around certain people and sometimes I can't handle being touched by certain people. One time I was out with friends and one of them touched my shoulder. It was a friendly sort of thing, but for some reason it hurt me. It physically felt weird but not painful. Though I did feel pain, it was more of an emotional type of pain. I started to cry and had to run off. I was having a good time, so there was no explanation I could find for my behavior. Not long after I ran away, I felt fine again. I've had similar experiences to this one countless other times.
I've also been able to see ghosts. When I was little I always saw this man looking into my room. I saw him so clearly and I know he wasn't someone I've ever seen before. My family always thought it was just my imagination until one day I saw my grandpa, who passed long before I was born. It was a strange experience, my eyes were closed but I wasn't sleeping and I could see his face so perfectly. At the time it scared me and I forced my eyes open. Later that night I saw my grandma, who passed about 5 years ago. She told me that she was with my grandpa and not to be afraid. The next day I asked my mom to show me a picture of my grandpa and realized he was the man I saw the day before. From then on, I've seen the spirits of other family members who've passed. More often than not, I feel like they're trying to tell me something, but I don't know what exactly it is. I usually hear my name being whispered but can't make out anything else they're saying.
I see a lot of things I can't explain with both my eyes open and closed. When my eyes are closed, I tend to see random people who I've never seen before. They're usually a bright blue color but I somehow know what all of the colors are supposed to be. I also see a lot of orbs with both my eyes open and closed. They're mostly blue, white and a reddish-orange color and appear randomly. I also see what I can only describe as a white twinkling light. I usually notice it out of the corner of my eye and it also appears randomly. There are also lines that seem to be moving around. I see them everywhere with both my eyes open and closed and they're mostly a blue-ish purple color. I also see static everywhere with my eyes open and closed. I always see it and have no idea what it might be. I've had my eyes checked mutliple times and there's nothing wrong with me. I can also see the auras of people and objects which is probably the only thing I can explain, though there was a point when I didn't know what was happening.
Sometimes I see things like houses, scenery and on a few occasions, certain situations playing out. The thing about it is that I can't see them in the normal way with my eyes open or closed. I'm not sure how exactly to explain it. It's like I can see these things without physically seeing them. Does that make any sense? Does this happen to anyone else?
Sometimes I wonder if these things are really happening to me or if it's all in my head but I feel like more and more things are happening every day and I really want to know what I've been seeing and experiencing. If anyone has any insight about any of these things, I would greatly appreciate it.