My name is Henry, and whenever my emotions hit, it's always extreme compared to someone else and stuff happens. When I was sleeping a few weeks ago, I was so frustrated about something, that I woke up and the bed started shaking. There wasn't an earthquake or anything of the nature in the area. Then it happened again when people tapped into my mind through that good ole' Mary Jane. They smoked in the area where I was going to sleep in, I went to sleep, someone came into my dreams, I instantly woke up and was pissed about it, and the person who did it bed shook and crashed into the floor. The next morning I checked the bed and it was broken.
My question is how do I perform Telekinesis without my emotions having to run wild?
PS- Thanks to this site, I knew how to handle the Afro-Woman, whispering in my ears, God's armor, and to mediate and concentrate for my mind's eye. It's just I can't find someone to talk to in person about everything that's willing to help me without trying to think I'm a "good luck charm" even though I'm around a couple of psychics (my boyfriend's family has two and aren't trying to help, so I had to spiritually help myself) and see that if my emotions are shown, I could be deadly because I'm missing my biological family. I've been around his family and their childish drama after drama after drama, and somehow it's always getting brought to my boyfriend and I. I get pissed because he had a stroke and it's nothing but stress being brought to him and I end it. That being said, I also felt a weird vibe in the air when he had his stroke last year, but didn't say anything to anyone because he's military and I didn't want anyone to call me crazy. I also believe I have the power to release karma. I'm seeing a Phoenix and stuff while I meditate. I'm trying to be tolerant and patience but it's like I don't know if I can with some people because the same people I've lost patience with are the same people that were trying to change my beliefs this entire year. They believe life is like a TV show and movies, but tried to turn it into me believing life is like music, which I never said.