Before I get in too far, I know that not everyone believes in what I do. I believe the other side exists and that mediums have very important jobs. I also know that the "supernatural," or whatever you wish to call it, can be pawned off my others, who make a hoax for money. Not all mediums are real.
I think (highlight the word "think") I can peer into the other side. Ever since I was little, like age five or six, I have been able to sense energies. Sensing these energies was not an on-off thing, like it is for some people. I always sensed energies, and they became a part of my normal life. It eventually got to the point where energy became a second language. I associated words with energy, and became "fluent" in the energy language.
For a couple of years now, I have been sent dreams from those who have passed. These dreams have started after my grandmother passed away and became more vivid after my grandfather passed. I can tell that those who sent me the dreams have passed because of the energy. They send me snippets of their life and messages, as well as warnings of future events. A lot of them needed help, and I felt powerless because I was not in a position to help them. Well, maybe now I can. Now these messages have come to my conscious state.
Recently, I have been contacted by shadow figures (I know they are bad). They send me messages in energies, and if I focus, I can see them around me in my mind. Each entity moves on their own; I do not control their movement. There is, in fact, a shadow figure sitting next to me right now. I know shadow figures are bad, but I don't know how to get rid of him without cleansing my house, which I am not in the position to do.
I feel that I have a purpose in the Other Side. I want to utilize my gift. So, what do I do? How do I begin?