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I'm Losing Control

 

So I've been training my psychic abilities more and more, but recently I stopped due to many things (stress, studying, etc.) I'm not shielding I've stopped meditating. I know I know you all must be saying "LAZY!" yes I completely agree, but now it seems harder to regain control. Not that I ever had control I don't think you can truly control this but, the only way I can describe this is (Imagine a planet. This planet is the psychic. This planet has an atmosphere, which is all the meditating, shielding, training, Imagine the air of this planet. That's all the psychic energy.) So I feel like my atmosphere is weakening and all my air is escaping into space but strangely orbiting around me. It's weird I know. I thinks it because orbiting around me because I'm willing it with my mind to and I'm trying to reabsorb it back into me. It's so much harder than what it was at the beginning.

It's like my abilities are a tree that bares fruit and I'm trying to harvest them but there mostly out of reach. The amount of fruit I can reach is like a base line, its what I had before I started to develop my abilities more. Now the fruit atop the tree just falls down sporadically at random times giving me excess energy that I wasn't expecting. I know I use a lot of metaphors.

Also at this point in time I'm seeing a lot of orbs and ghostly wisps in the energy fields that I can see I think their spirits or something and their following me around, if I talk to them and pay them attention they seem to chill out but if I'm silent and in deep focus they seem to brighten to get my attentions I don't know what they are and what they want and I'm also wondering if their here because I'm not keeping check with my gifts.

So please if someone could give me some advice yes I know I ask for a lot but I just want to learn because I enjoy what I am and what I can do.

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cayce17 (7 stories) (192 posts)
 
5 years ago (2015-10-04)
Anthonymichael, I think I can help you if you ever need help. Here's my e-mail: rainashea16 [at] gmail.com
Anthonymichael (6 stories) (22 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-14)
Thanks PathR:) I think what ever it was, was just because of stress, I'm still seeing the forms of energy but not as much. But thankfully I'm back to myself.
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-12)
Most likely yu need to listen to your own inner knowing.

Before falling asleep just ask?
What is the best shield for yourself.
Also ask how to set it?

This can easily be installed by just thinking about
It while brushing your teeth.

Energy follows thought!
Anthonymichael (6 stories) (22 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-09)
PathR what does this all mean? What should I do? Should I try shielding more, or let resolve itself. And a new gift 😨 I barely know how to use the one I have. But the new energy seems cool. I thought the energy I saw was all that was there to been seen if there is more I'd love to see them.
Anaelyssa thanks for the info I'm going to check it out maybe it has something I was meant to see.
Thank you guys
Anaelyssa (1 stories) (135 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-09)
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

OOOOH, I love metaphors!

Here's a tree: http://www.thelemapedia.org/index.php/Tree_of_Life. It also has planets on it. The tree's a bit complicated, but then, so's life.

Also, "Every man and woman is a star." http://lib.oto-usa.org/libri/liber0220.html

Perhaps I'm meddling, but what you wrote reminded me of these things, so I thought it best to point them out to you.

Sloth is one of the seven cardinal sins, but let he who is without sin throw the first stone. (No, I don't believe in sin or redemption through human sacrifice.)

Love is the law, love under will.
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-08)
Some of this branching out may
Appear as if the original abilities have lessoned.

When in reality they become overshadowed by the second
Ability that actually winds up preceeding what we
Believed was our original ability primary ability.

There are various types of energies.
From what you are saying. It sounds as if you are
Seeing new energies that have always been on the physical plane.

Our mind is a strange instrument.
At times our own fears will cause a reaction
When we interface with these energies.

In reality when we focus we are calmer.

When you ignore these energies, you have to ask
Yourself are you fretful, or showing anxiety?

Many times when we have been practicing shielding.
Our subconscious mind is on automatic and no intention
Is required. Just a mere though or knowledge serves
Instead of having to create a shield.

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