For some strange reason I've been really drawn to this site and all the stories everyone else has been experiencing. It might be because I've been through some traumatic events in my life and I'd love an explanation for why. Apart of me is just in desperation mode.
Then there's this other side of me that I'm uncertain of. You see, I'm not psychic but I do believe I have a heighten intuition about everything. It almost is so second nature to me that basically I don't even notice it anymore. It's just apart of who I am. The way my mind works is very unique. I feel like I just know things like what others are thinking and how they think. I've always been extremely quiet, and maybe I just absorb and notice others more since I don't talk. I can't pin point the why exactly. All I know is that when I want to truly know something or when I analyze others actions, I sense a lot of what goes on behind the surface. And it hurts me to feel like I know so much about what others are thinking. I mean, I have depression and sometimes I also think it's from being able to pick up on other people's motives so much... It just makes me realize the dark side of human nature and people's intentions and I don't like it. Sometimes I feel like I'd rather be ignorant to certain things.
I've always been really attracted to learning about anything that gave me a certain explanation based on questions for example like learning about astrology and my natal chart. And then there's psychology tests like the myers briggs. (I'm a INFJ - stands for introvert intuition feeling and judging) And then out of the ennegram personality test I'm a four, for individuallist. I use these tests as tools for me to understand myself, I feel like these past few years I've spent a lot of my time on soul searching. Ultimately it's lead me here to basically find out ways to enhance my own psychic intelligence to better understand myself for the future. (Lord knows I need all the help I could get)
In all honesty I have absolutely no idea what I have. I was hoping that maybe I could meet a psychic on here that did. Or at least just get good advice.