I'm Kayla and I'm looking for answers.
So I have many questions to ask.
But first I'm going to start off with experiences I've had in the past.
(sorry this might be long)
1.So My grandfather had passed away attached to tubes and wires and being young then, I had made him a card when I had found out he was sick. But I didn't know how sick. When we got there, I begged my father to let me see him, not knowing his condition. When I finally saw him, I was shocked and was very upset that I wasn't able to give him the card I made and see his reaction. My dad told me to put it on his bed on him and so I did. I left very sad knowing he wouldn't make it. I believe it was the next day he passed away.
Not long after that, maybe a few nights after, I was laying down in bed with only my lamp next to me turned on. I was looking at the reflection of myself and everything around me on the dark glass of my turned off TV that was facing me. I was looking and then I saw a tall (very tall) lean dark shadow standing besides me looking almost like it was leaning forwards checking if I was asleep. I saw all of this in the reflection. I just stared at it and the moment was probably shorter than what I thought it was. I thought it was my dad since he is tall and dark. But he is not lean. So I looked beside me. Nothing. I looked back at my TV, nothing. I freaked out, frozen. It took me awhile to finally run into my parents' room crying. I was terrified and confused. I slept in my parents' room after crying and stuttering about what I saw. (I was a bit too big for this being about 10 or 11. Haha)
The next day I got physically sick and refused to go back into my room for awhile.
Do you think it could have been my grandfather checking up on me? Or something else?
2. I only recall this happening one time but I had a vivid, I mean like VIVID 'I thought it actually happened' dream. I had a dream that my half brother and his grandmother were going to come over and she would have a conversation about something (I forgot what it was) and they would be by the computer and they were wearing outfits they would usually wear. I woke up from that dream thinking, okay? That day, it happened. Same outfits. The conversation. The actions.
3. When my parents were in a fight and my dad taken off, my mom said she thought my dad had come back very late at night and decided to stay in my room with me. She said she heard footsteps from in the hallway, it paused at her room, and continued to walk into my room and she heard it sit on my bed (my bed makes a lot of noise when you sit or jump on it).
She checked the next day and it was only me there. She asked if my dad was there and I had said no, he never was.
She even asked my dad and he says no every time.
Is it possible that spirits are attracted to me? Like they come to me?
I wake up at like 3am or 4am very often. I ALWAYS feel like I\'m being watched. And I sometimes I feel like I see things from the corners of my eyes. I sense things.
But I\'m terrified. What if I attract things I don't want to attract? WHat should I do?
Am I psychic? I've been wondering this for awhile. I have other stories but I feel like these ones will help me get my answers. I really want to find out why these things happen to me. I'm afraid.
Please help, comment. Anything.