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Controlling Abilities

 

To tell you the truth. I don't know what to write. So much has happened in my years of life. What I really just want is help. I don't understand these abilities. I know they run in the family, but I'm too scared to talk to someone. I've sensed death and made lights flicker. I've talked to my dead half brother. I just need some advice.

I hold in my emotion a lot for personal reasons and when all my emotions are let out I've been releasing what I think is physic energy. I do this mostly at school and ever since then people have started seeing things upstairs. I'm scared I'm going to hurt someone or do something I'll regret later since I'm ill tempered. I really need advice about this and I didn't know where else to turn to. I want to learn more about my feelings of precognition. They're always right. I would like to be right all the time when it is something like homework, but not your friend's dad dying. The worst part was there was nothing I could do. Why give us these abilities if we can't do anything about it? I hate being right. I know I have abilities. I know I probably sound insane, but I just need advice. I think I'm suppose to write events instead of ask for advice and say personal thoughts, I'm sorry if that's what I'm suppose to do. I'm new. Just in case I'm suppose to write about events. I'll write about all the experiences I've had with my abilities.

I already mentioned precognition, so I'll start from there. The experience had started exactly when I woke up. I had a feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach. I had that feeling all day during school. Later near the end of the day I all of a sudden noticed one of my friends was absent, but I thought nothing of it. After school I checked my email and my friend, the one who was absent, told me something was wrong with her dad. I quickly emailed her what happened and if she was okay. Apparently, her dad had a heart attack sometime that day. I felt horrible knowing that I sensed something wrong and I didn't say anything or couldn't do anything. She was really close to her dad and that broke her for a while.

Then we have telekinesis. The one I'm scared to use the most. I've only used it twice and avoid trying to use it. The most monumental time I've used it would be last year. I was in Math class. I have that in the morning and I'm not a morning person, so I was already in a bad mood. Our teacher was going over homework. She was stating how many people were cheating and she was disappointed in them, but she didn't call them out. Then she called me out for making a simple mistake. That just made me furious, since people where doing worse things, yet I got in trouble. My school is an expert on stressing me out, so I had enough. I needed to do what always calms me down, break something. I knew I would get in trouble if I did, though. Then I saw a light. I started to focus on that light and try to make it explode. A few minutes later that light flickered. It caught me by surprise and I stopped focusing. Then I felt tired and drained of energy. If I did make the light explode I could of seriously hurt someone. I never thought of it that day, but what I did was completely reckless.

Another ability I've been shown to have is a connection with spirits. I wouldn't call it being a medium, though. I can sense when a spirit is around me along with, if it's a good spirit or bad spirit, it's gender (usually), and sometimes what age it's around. I can also know what they're saying. I can sense what they're saying or thinking. The same thing goes for regular living people and even animals sometimes. I use this more than anything else. I'm shy and closed towards the living, but the dead listens I can tell, yet they don't always say something back. I can be open and myself. It scares me that I talk to the dead almost as much as I do the living. Then I found out I had a half brother that died before I was born. My dad always thought that was why I was a tomboy and so tough. He said I must of had some of my brother in me. Just a few months ago when I was upset for personal reasons I felt a comforting presence. It started to watch over and check up on me every once in a while. I just had a feeling it was my brother. I know it sounds insane, but if you believe any of it and can give me any advice I would greatly appreciate it.

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, Aceline121, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

charai (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
9 years ago (2013-05-07)
Hi there. I'm new as well, and seems we're going around to calm ourselves down from this "bizarre" feeling. Well, calm down and accept it as the part of your life. Everything exists for a reason, I'm sure. Don't be afraid of what you have, fear is the most destructive feeling that might cause mistakes instead of good... Keep smile, tell yourself that everything is alright, and learn more about your abilities:3
johnc6792 (2 posts)
 
9 years ago (2013-05-06)
hey I've actually had some really similar experience... We should see if we can help each other out...
You can email me at eldercarlisle6792 [at] gmail.com
Aceline121 (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
9 years ago (2013-04-22)
Thank you, this has really helped. I think I will try meditating.
lilylove (3 stories) (362 posts)
 
9 years ago (2013-04-22)
Welcome to this site. You are not insane or alone. You came to the correct website. Many of us have gone through similar experiences like you. Giraffe wrote pretty much what I was going to write which is great. The advice I can give is keep a dream journal for your dreams. The future is not written in stone, the future can change, the decisions you make can completely rewrite the future execpt huge events like someone dying if a heart attack, sickness like a virus or something like that. It very complicated and confusing. Some accidental death can be prevented but not all because its their time to go. Hope this helps
Giraffe (guest)
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9 years ago (2013-04-22)
Hello there.

I am also new to this website. I can relate to everything you wrote, besides the telekenisis (moving of physical objects with the power of your mind). You are not insane, you are simply doubting yourself. Do not be afraid of your gifts. You are a very powerful person. The choice is yours, but I feel you should use your gifts to help people, not hurt them. Anger, frustration, and hate can attract negative energies or entities into your world. You do not want this.

Meditation can help to keep you calm and focused throughout the day. It is an extremely powerful tool for sensitive people such as ourselves. It takes time and dedication, however, so don't expect immediate results. There is a lot of information and guidance online about meditation, I reccomend you do some reasearch.

Your gifts will evolve naturally and effortlessly on their own, if you want them to. There is no effort involved, you simply have to intend to grow in a positive direction. Have faith in yourself and in the higher energies of love and compassion which flow through the universe.

Also, all your 'abilities' are interrelated. You are simply sensitive to the higher energies of the universe. This is a great thing! Do not be angry with yourself for being unable to prevent bad things from happening. There is nothing you could have done to protect your friends dad from a heart attack, for example. Perhaps you were aware of this event because your friend needed your support and compassion. We are humans, and mistakes are always going to happen.

Have faith that things will naturally play out the way they are meant to. The universe has a way of balancing itself, you are just more in-tune to that process of balance than other people on the planet. Spread positive emotions, not negative ones (here is where meditaion can help!).

Hope this may help you to understand your experiences a bit more. Namaste.

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