I've been searching for answers on a particular topic, and I figured this place is as good as any to ask. Ever since I can remember I've had this feeling deep down in my chest that my soul isn't of human origin. I know what your thinking "what a crack, this guy is nuts." But hear me out.
Lately I've been getting these visions of what I would think are "Souls" floating above the earth almost as if they are waiting for something. I also feel like they are watching me. I remember things that have never happened to me, as stupid as that sounds. I have vivid dreams of violent wars, and this one person in particular getting killed. The weirdest part of it is that every time I watch him die, he gets stabbed in the left side of his rib cage, which even stranger is that I have a birth mark in the same spot as where he was stabbed.
It also feels like I don't belong in my body (if that makes sense) I can also sense the dead, and what I'm seeing isn't human, or anything that comes from this world. One of the things that I notice most of the time are these hooded figures that like to sit at the edge of my vision and as soon as I look over at them they disappear. I also get horrible headaches when I try to think past this "fog" that sits around these dreams I have, I'm getting one right now while typing this. One of the most note-able things from all this is that when I think of a phrase or a quote from a book, for instance, I don't see it in the regular English letters, they pop up as these weird symbols, and I know what these symbols mean.
I'm confused by all this, am I crazy, or just "Out there"
I can't seem to find out anything about this. Please help.