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Some Blocked Abilities-spine Pain-back Of Heart Chakra


I am experiencing some sort of life dilemma where my abilities are shut off for the most part except where I can control the weather, speak things for people and they happen, but haven't been able to make anything manifest for myself. My guide, if that's what you call it, constantly says negative things and that aggravates me. This is truly not from me. It incenuates back to something that it says I am doing, that which I am not. It is on this like broken record theme, that needs to fix itself. Where is the proverbial 'good news', like in the gospel? Just don't get this one.

Some abilities are probably still present but at this point I believe I should be capable of so much more as I dove into my spirituality years ago back in 2009 and have been working on it since. I believed it would just happen, like it has for so many others.

There are periods where my spine hurts, mostly on sunrise, the area behind my heart chakra, my legs feel sluggish and even my hips are slow to move with my legs. I have never been like this in all the years before, what is going on?

I have dreams that help to figure what I may have to re-think about my daily life. But nothing that ever helps me to really progress. I read about those of you who have future dreams, whether they are deja vu or so, but none like that for me. This is the crap part of life, like where I think life should have turned long ago, but hasn't.

It is like I am waiting to find that person or spirit that tells me what I should be doing to help others and help myself, the planet etc. That serves as my life's calling but I haven't found anyone to answer me. For example, John Edwards's on the t.v show was told eons ago about what his life would entail with his abilities by a lady he met. Why can't my life be that easy?

For years, I followed with numbers and their progressive meanings, I am born under the pythagoras theme, but all of it seems to elude me where I believe it should have only progressed. How to overcome this?

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Newbiepsychic (109 posts)
9 years ago (2013-11-01)
I think there is another way to look at it all... I think try seeing the negative as just that, negative and yet still a part of the whole experience. When you get to a certain part of understanding spirituality I think there is that part of you that just wants it to be positive and forward movement all the time, but there IS dark and light, dark and delays and negativity do exist as part of this world and this experience. I think possibly the lesson is in "accepting" this.

I would also venture to say that you might want it too badly, because then that would tell you what you should do with your life. I think you are sort of not seeing the forest for the trees. The power is IN recognizing it all, it isn't about doing this as a mission in life, the mission in life is to in a sense live a spiritual life, it doesn't mean you have to actually do this for a living so to say.

You could be in a low paying job doing something that did not have one thing to do with helping others, but if you had learned the lessons of spirituality and incorporated them into your daily life, you would likely die poor but spiritually rich. If you had made your life all about helping others but never truly realized the daily application of spirituality in your life and work, you would die with your ego saying yes I did so much for other people, yet I still don't fully understand. You can help other people but the truth is is that they are on their own path, your goal should be to help yourself understand true spirituality "for yourself" and incorporate it into your daily life, no matter what you end up doing for a living.

Re make it or break it time, not so. If you truly believe that then you don't understand. Make it or break it time is living in the future and it's living in fear. Waiting for a sign or waiting for someone to tell you what to do is not taking responsibility for your own spiritual growth. Do you understand that? You would appear as a child unable to decide for itself and waiting for a parent to guide you... YOU are your guide, if you choose to be or else you continue on like a child waiting for parent to tell you what to do.

RJeffrey (5 stories) (25 posts)
9 years ago (2013-10-30)
And I agree with Anne. There is something negative that will attempt to thwart what is occurring to you spiritually and throughout life. Always remember that. I have learned that it can't be fought, thinking about solutions can't eliminate it either, rather patience, love, etc. I agree that only tells us half of the solution, but the other half is being resolved for us. I'm told to wait, I guess that's what has to happen...
RJeffrey (5 stories) (25 posts)
9 years ago (2013-10-30)
Hello Joni, I wanted to read your story and I appreciate all the things you have said on my posts. We must stay in touch... How long through life have you spoken with your spirit guide? All the time I go through periods where I'm pissed at what life has offered me. The exception is whatever spiritual that's going on is the positivity I pull out of life to keep going. We seem to deal with the same things... I love to help people and that no matter what I plan to do this life it seems already set that I am around those who need the most help. At times I see it and other times I feel trapped, like when will I have a little fun or rest? Peace from R. Jeffrey
clarissajackson (4 stories) (14 posts)
9 years ago (2013-08-12)
Anne that is so beautiful love it. I do agree that its a lower dimensional being feeding of your energy. Maybe there's things you fear that got this misleading lower energy to lash onto you.
Joni437 (guest)
9 years ago (2013-06-16)

People can seek to do what they love but it may not happen for them, that is the limbo phase of whether life makes it or breaks it for them. I know every bit of what you have mentioned, I have been on the spiritual path a very long time.

How have you come to the conclusion that guides don't drone in a negative way? Don't you think that part of our learning is from the experience presented to us? It is all the same, from all the same source, trying to get us to relate to what best suits us.

What I wanted and pursued has only come in a form of a trickle, but to others, it would seem though as a flood.

Truly happy helping others is life's aspirations, it brings the most joy at times. I already know about the different aspects of self and that in some positive momentum of self that things will blossom... Or one can hope.

AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
9 years ago (2013-06-12)
If you're hearing negative things from your "guide" then it's not a guide, but either an aspect of yourself or a lower level spirit. Guides don't drone on in a negative way.

Some people are fortunate to either deeply know their calling or to be told it, but most people just go through life not knowing it or worse, ignoring it. Your spirituality is unfolding, just not at the pace you want it to. It does that. Life unfolds as we're ready for it, not as we demand it.

You're probably not going to find that person, spirit, number, psychic or anything else to tell you about what you should be doing. And why do you need them anyway? Do what you want to do. The rest will happen as it should. What inspires you? Your life calling is what makes you happy. If you were truly happy helping others, you'd be doing it already and not just talking about it. Stop waiting for others to motivate you and do it yourself. Spend some time reclaiming what it is you are and don't give your power or self away to anyone.

If nothing inspires you it's because you're not getting outside of yourself enough to see what's available. Get out of your house, head, and work and go somewhere that you feel drawn to. The beach, mountains, small town if you're in a big one, a big town if you're in a small one. Some place that makes you realize you are the rut, not those unsupportive "guides" or external factors and beings outside of yourself. And don't worry about making a mistake because those are lessons too.

So many people want some grand calling in life but that's the ego doing the talking. Most callings in life are simple; to learn kindness, unconditional love, to experience life itself. Teachers don't always operate in classrooms and leaders can lead just a few. Again, do what you love and you'll be on a great path.


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