My problem started about 3 months ago. I practice a lot of meditation and letting go. Throughout the day I let all my thoughts and feelings go, but something weird happens when I let go before I go to sleep. When I meditate right before bed, I fall asleep feeling really good and on a higher vibration and then I dream and in my dreams I feel this energy trying to take me away.
I do not know what it is. How I noticed that something was trying to take me away was 3 months ago. I felt a deep oneness, happiness and like I was on a higher vibration. I fell asleep and dreamed of someone who wanted me to come with them. I was happy to go with them until something jumped into my body (I think it was my spirit guide) and screamed "no (my name)!" that made me wake up and that's how I noticed that something was trying to take me away. Sometimes the thing trying to take me away becomes characters from different movies I like and then once I find out that it's a lie and not the character I run away from it.
The norm for me now is to wake from my dreams of it but I still feel it there trying to take me away and as long as I hold onto that higher vibration it tries to take me away. The time this normally happens is around 3 or 4 in the morning.
What do you think it is? Thus far I have no clue what it is and its persistent. Its not scary it just feels like energy. I am not sure to go with it or stay the hell away. I just wish to understand.