My body has been acting weird lately. Its hard to explain but ill do what I can.
Its been a year, and I can't tell whether this is something demonic or a strange possession on my back at the end of my spine. Whenever I go to bed at night, my spine lifts up my body causing me to jolt me up before trying to sleep. And this happens before I even try to fall asleep.
It scares me every night because its like someones hand is trying to enter my body. Sometimes, its touching me or groping my behind, one time it move my foot sideways on my bed.
Anyway, there are times when my body has a mind on its own, it reacts and speaks randomly as if someone is possessing me even though I'm still in my body. There are times when I am paralyzed and unable to move my hands and body because of this thing. I can not see it, and I can not feel it coming towards me.
At rare times I blackout and act unsual when I black out, like for example snatching peoples money by pulling their hand when I work as a cashier. Or sometimes as I said before saying random words that my mind hasnt even speak.
Its weird, I know it is, but this is something I went through for a year or two. And its finally time I would speak up. Curiosity kills me on the inside the more I think about it and I hope there will be answers to this strange and unusual phenomenon.
My email is firstname.lastname@example.org
I hope that I will get the answers to my questions because I lost hope that my friends will guide me.
With much love and dedication... Peace,