Ever since I was little (according to my mother) I always would console the crying and try to make everyone happy. If a kid looked relatively upset, there I was. There is a story told in our family about me: my grandmother's great aunt's name was Sissy. I was very little at the time, and I had no prior knowledge to this character. Ever since I was little, I would call her "Sissy". My great aunts name (which I am not going to give out online) wasn't familiar to this name at all.
Growing up, I have always been more "mature" and "wise". As my mom puts it, "I hold more years than I have lived." Now, my great aunt and I are all about elements, the natural power in the world, ext. She would show me things about spirits and nature, when just about everyone else in our family is dead set on religion. My great aunts daughter is extremely physic. She predicted my moms job interveiw being accepted to my uncles death. The night of my uncles death, my mom, great aunts daughter and I could not sleep. Something kept us awake, but we didn't know what.
I began to explore the world around me when I started to notice things. Playing hide and seek in the woods, (we close our eyes) I was able to feel the tree's 'energy', which helped me avoid getting my teeth knocked out. I looked into it and learned about auras. I trained myself to see my own.
Things have been going on for years, but they've recently kicked up in 7th and 8th grade, where my depression kicked in. I would see images and boom- they happened. I would feel things: for example, yesterday my friend wanted me to go on a roller coater. I hate roller coasters with a passion. The first time I road one, my heart was beating so fast, and I thought I was going to throw up. But this time, I had a feeling we wouldn't go through with it- I was calm and easy going. I could tell the boy next to me was nervous- he didn't how it on hIs face and is physical features didn't give it away- no heavy, fast breathing or obvious persperation. So Only one person is ahead of us, and I'm still not freaking out- just know we won't go one this coaster- not because I'll leave, but I didn't know why. So we were just about to go one when the manager tells is the ride is canceled due to weather. The boy next to us mumbles a quick "thank god" and runs off.
These feelings I get and images that come true are honestly scaring me. I don't want to see something I don't want to and know it's going to come true. So I'm asking- do you think there is a chance of being phsycic? I've done my research and looked up "symptoms" and I fit the bill. But I don't want to be seen as lair. Please comment and help!