I'm not sure where to start. What I do know is that since I was a young girl I was drawn to the super natural and have always had that. "Gut feeling" about something, Always had great intuition.
As a teenager I would get strong intuition about things and would warn people. I learned to pay attention to my dreams because I realized when I had a dream that I remembered, there was usually a message or warning for someone. Several times I would just get a thought regarding someone I would tell them my thought, they would be shocked and validate what I said. Like for instance I had no idea my sister was going to buy a house. I told her the loan would go through and she will be buying her home. I also forwarned her of her divorce. I've warned people about robberies and they validated what I told them.
I've always had these messages just come. Like a subconscious thought. I never saw it as a psychic ability. I just thought WOW my intuition is amazing. As I got older I didn't pay much attn to it but I'm pretty sure I've had messages I've ignored. 7 Months ago I was meeting withmy sister, when her and I met up, I looked at her and just said aww sis you're pregnant with a boy, she looked shocked and said she still had to take a pregnancy test. I didn't even know she thought she was pregnant. That night she took a test. Turned up positive. At 5 months the sex of the baby was determined to be a boy.
Several years ago I met someone who told me I have a gift and I'm being called upon to cultivate my gift. I thought ok so I'm amazingly intuitive but that can't be a "psychic ability" although I had been called to do cleansings and blessings in peoples homes and instinctively knew what to do. Like I was being gently guided. I've had many moments of telling people things about themselves and what's happening with them. Giving them time frames, descriptions of people. Don't know where I was getting the info. It was like I just knew. (These people are still validating things I tell them because these "readings" were recent) I take the subway to work, and as of late, I can pick up on peoples feelings. Their worries, excitement. I'll get messages about them and its so strong its overwhelming. Problem is, I can't approach a stranger in the street or subway. Afraid they'll look at me as a nut job. Also I have channeled healing energies to cure headaches and certain discomforts and pains in family members. I'm not sure what category I would fit in or what gift it is I have. Let me also say. I have recently started meditating. I have been doing Chakra meditations but I've been doing it to connect with my inner self and to relax. I did notice that what ever ability I have did seem to get stronger, more pronounced after I started meditating 2 months ago. And since I started meditating I am not sure if this is for real but I would have a conversation with someone and would randomly blurt out something and they'll ask "how did you do that. I was just thinking that". "That was my exact thought right now". I have decided to start keeping a journal. I want to see how it's all connected if at all. And if I can get a clearer picture of it all. Any thoughts on what this may be?