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Am I Losing My Psychic Abilities?

 

I think I may be losing my abilities.

As mentioned in one of my previous stories, I used to move smoke quite easily with just a gesture and a thought. This came automatically, and while it was nothing special, I still found it very exciting. I was also moving tinfoil balanced on a needle, as one of the sites suggested I try.

The biggest thing to happen to me telekinesis-wise (and the one that at the time really convinced me) was in P.E. Class. We were playing tennis, and I'd hit the ball at a terrible angle, resulting in it flying into the court next to ours.

I ran over to fetch it, apologizing. The man there just smiled and hit the ball back to me.

And it flew straight for my face.

I was very close to him, and in that way had no time to react. The best I could do was close my eyes and turn my head to the side.

When I didn't feel the ball hit me, I opened my eyes. Both the man and my friend were staring at me. According to my friend, when I'd turned my head, the ball had actually swerved.

I also received precognitions on a regular basis, and although I couldn't summon them, they were pretty reliable. I often knew who was calling, or what was going to happen. This went similarly with sensing spirits (I wasn't a true medium, but perhaps I could have been).

That was two years ago. After that, my interest in all things psychic kind of took a back seat. I didn't meditate, I quit being a vegetarian, and I stopped working with my abilities.

About a month ago, my interest was renewed when I read about psi balls. I obsessed over creating these for a while. At first, everything seemed to be going well. I could create them quickly with minimal effort, change the temperature and I was working on changing the size. But now... It's a struggle for me to even create it, never mind altering the temperature like I used to.

What's going on? It's like when I first start working with something, everything goes well, but then it just kind of stops working. I know my negligence to practice definitely plays a part in it, but that can't be the sole reason, as I was doing none of that stuff when I first started creating psi balls.

According to the test on this site, I have more or less no telekinetic ability. The tinfoil has also stopped moving for me.

It's a little worrisome. Even my precognitions are affected; I'm wrong more often than I'm right!

The only thing that even relatively made me feel like I was getting somewhere was a spirit encounter just a couple days ago, but I only noticed because of the smell, not my previously-possessed inner spirit radar.

I'm very confused and concerned. What went wrong? Can I fix it? Or, (and this is the possibility that scares me the most) have I somehow managed to lose my gifts forever?

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KaalaLilee (5 stories) (42 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-01-15)
Zin- Well that is a very neat gift! It must be interesting to have it! 😁
Zin (guest)
 
6 years ago (2014-01-15)
Just once in awhile, it is pretty much completely random. As for the accuracy I have been told I am pretty good.
KaalaLilee (5 stories) (42 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-01-14)
Zin- Interesting... That's not too far off! How often does this happen to you? And how often are you confirmed to be accurate?
ES222- I hope so too! Thank you again!
Zin (guest)
 
6 years ago (2014-01-11)
Yea, just the feeling I got along with an image of a girl with dark brown hair, holding two books in her arms in hurry down a hallway, that had sunlight running down it, and blue lockers, and paneled floor. As for the book bag it was on by only one strap and that strap was black. And finally the girl was kind of pale and about 5'3ish.

Anyway, that's about it, it happens to me online when I read some peoples comments. Not sure if it is you, or what, but given the age feeling was along with it I would say so.
ES222 (4 posts)
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6 years ago (2014-01-10)
KaalaLilee - No prob! ^^ I hope you lose that acumulated stress and feel better soon! ^.^
KaalaLilee (5 stories) (42 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-01-10)
Zin- Hmm, close! I won't say how close, but not bad!
After exams, I'm going to try to work with them more again, and I'm hoping that will bring them out. Thank you!
Zin (guest)
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6 years ago (2014-01-09)
You are 16 and half, in high school well at least that is the feeling I get. Anyway, no reason to worry it is just the classes, and homework as well as hanging out that is keeping you busy. Therefore, the reason why you do not notice them as much. They are all still there, just ignored for the time being.
KaalaLilee (5 stories) (42 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-01-09)
ES222- Thank you very much! That could very well be the problem. I've been rather stressed lately, which could have affected even the psi balls. Your story definitely helped, thank you for sharing!

VinylLunaLover- Well, I'd rather not say my age, but I can tell you that when it seemed to be building, I was between ten and fifteen, now I'm between thirteen and seventeen. I'm sorry if this seems a little vague, I'm just very cautious online. You could be right, I may have to kind of "tap" into them again. Thank you! I'd be very interested in hearing more about your theory 😊
VinylLunaLover (1 stories) (12 posts)
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7 years ago (2014-01-08)
Well if its possible for you to tell me your age I can tell you a theory I have with this problem of yours.

Well I'm just going to say any ways:P. Well you were saying it was at its peek 2 years ago well maybe because your brain is getting bigger and more developed maybe it has suppressed your abilities and you just have to "TAP" into them again try practicing more or whatever again I'm no expert but my theory is a good one:P email me or tell me you think this actually makes sense:3
ES222 (4 posts)
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7 years ago (2014-01-07)
Hey! My name is Emily and that sort of happened to me too =/ As a child and teen I could perfectly do whatever I wanted with wind. Not a wind creator but a wind controller. But once there was natural wind I could do what I wanted. If it was hot make it blow if it was cold make it stop. During those days I also used to go to my grandpas contyside house where I felt free to practise my ability since nobody saw me (I've never told about my powers to my parents, when a child I told my friends but they forgot by now, and the ones who remember think it was a kid's game) and I even could walk into the forest. But now I don't go anymore to my grandpa's countryside house and I cannot also practise anymore. Around my 16 and 17 I begun to feel like I was immature believing all that kids stuff and trying to have some power only to be special. Now I am 18 and I refused to keep trying to ignore what I was. I do not like to call myself aerokinetic or something I just now I am special, or was. Here comes the point. Recently I've been trying to controll the wind again but it's like the wind was mad at me I almost lost my controll! I am quite good at stopping wind (which I wasn't at all as a child) so I thought two things may be happenening to me. My power is changing or I am losing my power. Since the day I realised that I begun to practise when I was alone at street focusing on what I wanted and everything and you know what? I found myslef caring about what people would think if they saw me staring at some point for that long time so I could not really focus anymore. I am 100% sure I go two days to countryside and I find out my powers haven't changed. So this might be the same for you (?) I don't know but sometimes power blocks when embarassed or worried or when you do not focus, also if you are worried about other things or distracted from what you are doing you can't control or use your power so I recommend you to go somewhere calm and relax for half an hour and just concentrate in using your power. For sure it'll help! See ya! Hope my experience helped ^^
KaalaLilee (5 stories) (42 posts)
 
7 years ago (2014-01-05)
I really do want them to return, and I certainly hope they do! Thank you for your advice 😊
Zin (guest)
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7 years ago (2014-01-04)
A form of abilities are always there, but you must ask yourself, do you really want to bother with them. The annoyance they create, may out way the benefits, but then again it is a personal choice. As for your abilities, I would say they are still there, you have simply been too busy to notice them, simply desire to have them back, and they will return.

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