I've always had the urge to go to a Medium.
Recently I did as I stepped into her room & laid on a bed she then placed a black bag with sand or something in it over my eyes. I immediately felt dizzy & nauseous, (which has happened while I tried to meditate a few times) so I asked her if I could take the bag off she agreed and I was perfectly fine after. She then stated moving her hands above me & said I has such pure light and that I was intuitive. She said that I had a gift, then she talked about my spirit guide & that I should contact him. (I've failed at trying to contact my spirit guide through meditating) At the end of the session she said she would like me to attend classes that her and other mediums attend together and its free of cost. She said that the class would benefit me and it would help me become more open.
During the session she also said I had goddess energy? I don't understand that, also that I was egyptian in a past life. I had no knowledge about "past life's" everything about this is new to me. A few days later I decided to contact another medium to see if she would pick up on the same things, when I walked in to the room she said when she was meditating before our meeting she got the answer that I had the gift of just knowing that I was a psychic medium. She also picked up on my egyptian past life & wanted to help me embrace my gift and to learn more about protecting my self from bad energy
At this point I was nervous bad energy? What?
But she comforted me and told me about psychic books that would help me.
I asked why do not feel like a medium? I can't walk up to someone & know there mother just passed and had a message for them.
She answered and said I have a spirit that is watching over me protecting me
What led me to wanting to speak to a medium is that I get "chills" or waves of energy that cover my body or a part of my body randomly. In my dreams ill be giving a reading to someone and telling them about there loved ones that passed away.
One last thing sorry when I close my eyes ill see colors that move around usually there blue or pink sometimes purple and red what are those?
And should I believe these mediums?
Please help any advice or if your a medium & pick up on anything from me it would help
I thank you so much for your time