I am writing here because I am very much depressed of losing someone whom I loved like my own child.
I had a pet rabbit and a dog. Both loved each other and use to play together. But I was more close to my rabbit. She used to sleep with me, though she couldn't understand. Still I used to share my problems with her and in return, she used to lick me♥ and help me forget all the bad situations I was dealing with. She was 3 years old. Even my family used to love her very much.
Few days ago I was having a very strong feeling that she's going leave me. I don't know why I was feeling like this. I never felt this way before. She was very healthy, fit and fine. I thought it's just a feeling. Last night I was again facing the same feeling so I hugged her and slept. Morning time, I left her alone for sometime in my room and went to prepare lunch. When I came back I saw my dog was sitting next to her dead body. My dog killed her. Maybe he did something which caused heart attack because there was no blood. Obviously, I cried alot. My lil princess is no more.
Now I am thinking where did she go?
Was she actually giving me indications of what's going to happen to her? I did few charities in her name so that wherever she is, remain in peace. I really want to communicate to her to know whether she is safe and happy. I don't know how can I do that.
I couldn't see that dog who killed my rabbit roaming in front of me. So now he's living at my sister's place.
I feel very guilty because her mom couldn't save her when she needed me. Am I responsible for her death?