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I Felt Him Dying


I will start off with a little background. I met steven when I was nineteen and he was sixteen. He was very handsome and very sweet. I was just going through a divorce and Steven was a rebound relationship. I didn't treat him very well. He got emotionally attached and I just didn't feel the same way. He even threatened to kill himself and cut himself when I wouldn't be his girlfriend anymore. We did remain friends after such a roller coaster relationship. We did have a lot of good memories.

Me and Steven had lost touch for a few months. I was pregnant with another mans baby and was happily in that relationship when out of the blue Steven started calling me again. We talked for hours every night for a week strait. He wanted to touch my belly (I was 6 months pregnant.) We met up and he touched my belly and we talked and he was his happy go lucky self as he had always been.

That night after I had seen steven face to face he called me again, and I was on my way to the casino with a friend. He told me that he loved me and that I was his first love and joked with me. (Basically the same conversation we had every night, and I didn't notice anything out of the ordinary.)

At about 2:30 am we were getting ready to leave and I had this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. I made a comment about it to my friend brittney. I ignored the feeling and got into the car and started driving to the casino. At about 3 am the feeling had progressively gotten worse then it came to a head... I started to hyperventilate, I couldn't breathe, I started to vomit, and I just started sobbing uncontrollably for about 3 minutes.

I got overwhelmed with great sadness during this time for no reason. Then it just stopped and all the feeling melted away and I told my friend I knew someone had died. I had felt it. I told her that I guess we would find out tomorrow what that feeling was but I knew one hundred percent someone had died.

We called around to make sure it wasn't my mother or family members. It wasn't. The next day a friend called me and told me that steven had committed suicide that night. I knew what I had felt was steven's death. I had never had such feeling before in my life. My friend who was there with me was amazed and told me that I was psychic. I just couldn't shake what had happened for weeks. I felt steven following me around even though I couldn't see anything.

Finally me and my friend played on the Ouija board. I talked to steven and asked him to leave me alone. He didn't. Finally after a couple more times talking to him the feeling I had of him being around just went away completely. I have dreams of him every night since his death. They are always peaceful. I just wish I could get some closure to tell me why I felt his death. And is this a one time thing or do I have some ability? And why do I continue to constantly dream about him even when I'm not thinking of him?

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Carrotred (1 stories) (17 posts)
15 years ago (2008-06-28)
I feel like there must have been a connection between you two. But I have a bad feeling.

I hope he did leave you alone...

All the best - Carrotred
Artine (4 stories) (52 posts)
15 years ago (2008-06-26)
Actually chuichi, no offense, but are you crazy? This has definite and finite signs of Empathy!

Xegurl, you are an Empath to some degree. And if you have experienced anything else, I would suggest posting a story of it.

~Artine ❤
chuichi (1 posts)
15 years ago (2008-06-26)
I'm sorry girl, I don't think you have psychic abilities. I mean, it wasn't you, it was him. It was his "love" (I wouldn't call it exactly love) for you that made the connection. As for the dreams, I would like to recommend you to continue with your life. By the way you posted the story, you don't seem to blame yourself for his death (which is good because it wasn't your fault and you know that) but it's the anxiety related to this situation (well, a nice guy passed away by commiting suicide, there willobviously make you anxious) what makes you have all those dreams. In this case, I think time is the only one that can heal the wounds.

Much love,
SunderMic (3 stories) (123 posts)
15 years ago (2008-04-08)
aww this story is well sad. I'm sorry,
and by the sound of it he loved you soo much.
and he haunting you.
but yes this is really sad 😢
Katie (42 stories) (369 posts)
15 years ago (2008-04-08)
Maybe he is haunting you! I believe being psychic is a gift of god and its a reward for something which you did good not bad. I've been psychic since I was little. 😐
Katie (42 stories) (369 posts)
15 years ago (2008-04-08)
aw poor him. He must of loved you so so much! I guess you were the only girl he wanted. He loved you so much that he made you go through the pain he was going through. I guess this is the only experience you have had. I would hate to go through this its awful. A poor boy falling in love and he couldn't see himself being without you. I guess he made the wrong decision but he learn of it. You don't have to be with someone you don't want to be. If I was in your shoes I would of found a way round it all so he didn't get so upset. Like I've got a boyfriend which is just like that Steven.
I can never see myself leaving my boyfriend and putting him through that pain. My boyfriend would be so heart broken. I found boyfriend who loves me so much and would never hurt me. I find this story really sad.
why are you going on Ouija board why were you contacting him in the first place and you never should mess with those things they bring demons and that. Did you ever say Sorry to Steven or was it oh I just get over what I did. You only felt his death because of what you did to him and he wanted you to feel it maybe god did as well. Most of us get a feeling something bad going to happen.
aramasamara (22 stories) (577 posts)
15 years ago (2008-04-04)
"And why do I continue to constantly dream about him even when I'm not thinking of him?"

You are thinking about him... Just subconciously

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