I've been told since I was a little girl how my family are into the paranormal etc. My mother has tarot cards, lots of spiritual objects like pebbles etc and she also has a book of spells which she gave me a year ago. I have been told that my mother is kind of psychic which she got passed down from her father and now I wonder if whether or not it has been passed down to me.
When I was a toddler my parents got a divorce and every second weekend since I was little I would stay at my fathers house with my older sister. Since I was about 7 I noticed something odd within my fathers house hold. I would never go to my room, I would always sit in the living room with my father and my older sister. I couldn't go into the kitchen with out the lights being on and the door being open so that my father can see me from the living room.
I hated going to the toilet as it was the first door you came to straight from walking up the stairs. I had to put all the lights on and run up he stairs, straight into the bathroom and close the door. I felt like I couldn't flush the toilet because it would disturb something upstairs and that something would 'get me'. I would quickly flush the toilet, walk outside to the hall and freeze as I was terrified. I was sometimes slowly walk down the stairs sideways as I felt a presence behind me at the top of the stairs watching me and sometimes I would quickly run down them that my dad would describe it as me running down the stairs as if him and my sister was going to drive away and leave me. As a young child I was terrified!
I couldn't sleep in my room as that room if felt was the worst in the house for terrifying me. I had to sleep in my fathers bed with him after my sister stopped coming over to stay. My dad told me that if somehow evil was in the house he would know about it first and it would have gotten him first as well as he lived there alone.
When I was 12 my dad decided enough and told me I had to sleep in my room room. The first night was horrible. I couldn't move that full night because of how much I was terrified. I just laid there wishing that presence would go away and wishing it was morning already!
When I was 14/15 my father and his girlfriend (not together anymore) told me because I was older that they also had feelings of a presences also. My fathers experience was Christmas Day 2012, he left to go to the shop and walked back up the road and say a figure standing at the window, my father waved thinking it was his girlfriend, the figure never waved back. When he got home he asked her why she never waved back, she claims she was never in the kitchen at that time but always in the living room watching tv. Her experience was seeing a sort of hand figure creeping into the bathroom, her thinking it was my father she ignored it but it just disappeared.
Once they told me that, I told my fathers girlfriend of how I felt within the house and she told me the same thing, mostly about walking down the stair and feeling someone watching her! At that point I didn't feel so crazy.
To this day I see things in his house, I see shadow like things fleeing across the floor and I hear things coming from up stairs. A few months ago my father left me home alone and I was terrified, the most I've ever been in my life! I feel threatens and years on it only happens to me! Now when I walk into someone's house I can feel presences more than usual, specifically in my best friends house.
Once in my friends house we were sitting in the spare room with a few other friends and all of a sudden one of my shoes which was kept in my bag in my friends bedroom landed on the floor as if it was dropped from the ceiling, that scarred all of my friends as we all knew my shows where in the other room in my bag!
I feel like I can sense spirits and does the shoe thing mean something at all? Am I psychic? Has it been passes on? Thank you for reading, please help me!