About a year in a half ago I found out my best friend died. This broke my heart cause I love him so much he meant everything to me. We had a little fall out because for what ever reason he would not call me and all I wanted was for him to call and he never did. I decided to leave him alone and give him space I used that time to get myself together.
On May 6, 2012 I had sudden urge to wake up and take a walk I was sweating and gasping for air. I thought I was tripping so I went back to sleep. Again I kept on waking up to take a walk I decided to put on my clothes but then again I decided to stay. Something kept on waking me up until 4:56 AM in the morning but I just brush it off. For some reason I felt mad that day I could not explain it just woke up that way.
I remember walking down the street and seeing a small memorial for someone who passed. I just the strangest feeling to go to see who it was but their was no name. Fast forward to the year 2013, I found out he died online on a website on May 6 2012, at 5:00 AM funny I kept waking up at times before that. When I found out my best friend pass away I was never same I could not stop thinking of him.
We had so many plan to do together I kept going online to see his pictures and then strange things started to happened. I happened to go online one day to magical see my picture near his that was strange cause that picture was never ever there in the first place so how it appeared I do not know.
Another time was his picture kept blinking on my cell phone. Then there was the time when he visit me in a dream and he would always have a cell phone with him but he never say anything. He would get mad at the cell phone or he would try to make a call without reception.
Then there was a time when I would mention his name and feel him kissing me. He never told me how he felt about me. He would visit me and I could feel him touching me. He would come and send me butterfly but only yellow ones that what I ask for, he would send lot of them. I also notice that he would change the song on my iphone without it finishing he kept on playing a song called I choose you or lego house. My best friend is Mexican and for some reason I end up getting Mexican coin which is weird.
There was a time when I took random picture on my cell phone only to see a mist of what look like a heart with thin a heart. I love my best friend but I do not know what he is trying to tell me.