My Angel Demon Or Good?

By retribution
(1 stories) (2 posts) (the author is a middle age adult)
Date: 2014-06-26
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Category: Channeling / Guides

In the last 10 years I have had unexplainable things happen and have went to see mediums and psychics to get answers and had zero success. So I have decided to see if I can get answers in here. Here is my story:

I am in my 30's and was never religious/spiritual even though I came from a strong catholic family. However, 10 years ago I bought a book about angels when I was at my lowest point of my life, around that time I lost my job had to move back to my parents house for a while & my girlfriend broke up with me and I was desperate I felt cursed. I started reading how to summon an angel and ask for help. I would pray every night for a week and one night I had a dream that I was driving a car and was looking up in the sky and there was a pure gold crucifix with so many brilliant rainbow colors around it, but what was so amazing was the feeling of incredible faith in GOD, the feeling I would do anything for GOD and when I woke up that feeling never went away and ever since then I have been incredibly spiritual and I have also noticed that my life and my luck turned around 180 degrees. I met my soul mate, I got my dream job, perfect house, I have become a little psychic, etc. But one thing that has been really scaring me to death, is it seems whenever someone tries to sabotage me at work, it seem they get very ill to a point people think I'm a witch and I'm cursing people that do me wrong. And I truly believe its happening but not by my hands. I have had 6 promotions since I have worked here and people are so jealous of me, I have a target on my back and so many people are trying to undermined me, and set me up. In fact one time I prayed asked for the angels to stop helping me and it stopped for 6ms but then I had a co-worker try to do some evil stuff to me to a point I couldn't sleep at nights and I asked the angel for help and the following day my co-worker called in sick and he continued to be sick for the next 3 weeks he came back in told a co-worker he was in a car accident and he has been having health probs. Now when I come near a co-worker I can see the fear in their eyes when I come near them. I have had coworkers even change shifts, which makes me feel really bad. I am very careful what I pray for bc it seem I get what I pray for. It may not be exactly how I want it but I get it... So PLEASE SOMEONE shed some light on this! I do not practice wiccan or Satanism (not that I am condemning it), I consider myself a Christian, I do not wish anyone harm bc I know it will come back to me, I just pray for protection. You know what is so odd about this whole thing is that Angel book disappeared, I have looked every corner of the house and its gone (unexplainable) Anyone else experience this before?

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Timfaraos (426 posts)

9 years ago (2015-03-08)

If you're a PRACTICING christian, which means: You have an active church life, that you don't do occult practices, (like: visiting psychic mediums, who contact/channel spirits, or tarot readers, or witches/black magicians/sorcerers, who cast spells, or do the ouija board etc), and you try not to sin, which includes not hating or cursing people, then you don't have to worry that, the spirit protecting you is a demon. Because you are a child of the King, Jesus Christ, who sends His powerful holy Angels to protect you!... But if your life has open doors to demonic activity, you must close them. Crucify your sinful ways... Before they crucify YOU!

PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)

10 years ago (2014-07-02)

If you feel it is a demon/angel.
Then you should test it.
1John 1-4.
You also have an unction, and would know.

You may wish to Google practices of grounding.
People who are not grounded have accidents, and
Other things occurs to them.

As to Karma, peoples own conscious can accuse or excuse them.

Years ago I asked a boss not to do something like pick on me and others at the request of two complaining colleagues who always caused havic with evetyone, my boss asked me if I was threatening her? I told her what she was doing was not right, there was no basis for the complaint. I told her that continuing would open something to happen to her. Sure enough she broke her arm. Sorry I do not think I am so special to have an angel cause harm. Humans are quit able to put themselves into harms way.

In the work force all kinds of non sence occurs, affairs, Mgrs not treating employees fairly, the lying employee who blames others, a select group who pick on people. If we ask for confirmation if they are doing this and that, so as to not doubt our self the proof comes.
Some times work can be like a school playground in grammer school.

If you do not believe in a vengeful creator.
Why would you believe the cause is a demon protecting you.

Good journey

retribution (1 stories) (2 posts)

10 years ago (2014-07-02)

Also, I wanted to add that I see triple numbers on a daily basis to the point that I know what numbers are warning signs and what numbers are good signs for me. Prior to that I never saw triple numbers or at least notice them. I think that's the way my angel/demon communicates with me.

retribution (1 stories) (2 posts)

10 years ago (2014-07-02)

I am not over analyzing, in fact I was under analyzing it, I kept making excuses and thinking it was just Karma coming back to them or just a coincidence. When co-workers asking me if do saiuances or do I wish bad thing on certain co-worker that hurt me, or do I practice black magic, or when something happens to someone they call it 'the curse', or they ask me how my health is doing, that's not over analyzing. I have never been asked that ever in my life, until all this stuff started happening. I even had a very Christian lady tell me that she felt I was very protected, bc she knew what they were doing to me, that kind of freaked me out that she just came out and said that to me.

Thereo, I read your story (very interesting), and it is similar but the difference with your experience I have never heard or saw my angel. Maybe your angel knows you are strong enough to deal with it, so he will show himself to you. Not sure if I could deal with it, I think that would be too much for me. I also agree with your statement that my Angel/Demon is extremely powerful, that's what scares me so much. 😊

theoreo (6 stories) (9 posts)

10 years ago (2014-06-30)

You have an interesting story I'll tell you that. Now you are being protected, by whom, you should ask. There is no doubt in my mind right now that whoever is protecting you is extremely powerful.

Now I am in a very similar situation as you. My guardian is in fact a demon. People portray them to be all evil and mean spirited beings. But look at it this way... They choose weather to be good or bad. They also have there own rules/guidelines to follow. Now there is a side effect to this, a demon could play nice until you let your guard down and it manipulates you. I believe what you're dealing with is a demon here, don't be afraid. Understand that it is protecting you. You ask for help, it will help.

Some help a hell lot more than others which seems to be what yours does. Angels usually don't go to the extent this entity is going to protect you. Like tonnie said, god calls the shots. Demons are more a one man band and only really report to the devil if there is a serious issue or their summoned.

Demons aren't exactly an angels best friend, the book could have been taken to show that the angel doesn't exist here. An angel would not take the book because think of it this way, it would want you to keep faith or to remember it. I've been through everything you have so I can seriously relate to you.

Any more questions or concerns.

Email me at madi_s [at] aol.com

PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)

10 years ago (2014-06-29)

As you are checking your own motives and intent.
That is proof that you are aligned with truth and the rainbow of truth/light/grace and favor.

What is occurring is these co workers are operating in what is called Law of attraction:give, Anger, envy and hate. This law is not good fora human body and can drain them as they choose to think over and over on negativity and open them to be sick and accidents.

I can only share. I asked for help regarding two Mgrs.
And one landed in Emergency room heart palpitations off for 3 days. The 2nd in Emergency then Hospital with appendicitis, there for a few weeks. So this has nothing to do with reflecting a curse. As free will goes we have no control on others thoughts or behavior, as they plan neg or think neg.

I can mention that the light shines like a high beacon cross spreading as indicated in your dream. Regarding the coworkers it may serve as a mirror, again. Some of your co worker with different back rounds believe in curses and rumor this. You are only responsible for yourself and your maker.

As to the book it came and finished its mission.
It seems to have been put in a different dimension. I know that sounds strange, but these things do happpen with objects.

You need to surround yourself with people of like minded beliefs. Keep reading good things, even A book called chicken soup for the soul, give to charity. This will dispel doubts and superstition, fears of others, as you will always be sensative to others struggles. A thought is focus on the message that your example shows that right behavior and faith do pay. The opposite of greed/neg is good.

Noriko1111 (1 stories) (35 posts)

10 years ago (2014-06-27)

Don't worry. Seriously. You asked for protection and you are being protected. All ill intent is being doubled back at them. Like Tonnie said its called karma. A protection doesn't stop at just physical it goes to negative intent, negative energy, dark spirits, demons, etc... Relax and observe.

Tonnie (5 posts)

10 years ago (2014-06-27)

Sounds like you are over analyzing your life. Enjoy the good times. People are always jealous of people who are "lucky". Sounds like you were due for a run of good fortune. Thank God and stop feeling guilty. Maybe you got promotions because you are a good worker! Maybe the creep got in an accident because he is a bad driver! Its called karma... He got what he had coming to him... God calls the shots, not you.

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