I am a shaman, but I still have a lot to learn. This is one question I've been asking so many different websites and I love to get feedback on it because I still don't understand it.
Every June in the same week every year I have a dream about people with the heads of animals, sheep, lion, dog, wolf, cat, tiger, donkey, you name it. Every year one dies, a man wearing all black always kills them in the most gruesome ways.
Last June the animals that were left were the wolf (power animal) eagle (totem animal) and a lion.
This June however I did not have the dream, now it's July and I'm wondering why I haven't had the dream yet. Could this mean I've found my animals and that's all I need to know from the dream? Or could it be something different?
On another note, I have been doing spirit guide meditations for years and years. My spirit guide though, does not want to show his face. I know he is male, he is tall, and white. He calls out "follow me" and we go to a meadow where he stands at a distance and watches me as I walk the meadow in bare feet.
Sometime he will also say the word "Matt" I don't know if this is his name or if he is telling me something about someone named Matt, I can tell he is calm and relaxed, never anxious, sometime his face starts to go clear but he disappears, it's very frustrating. So my question why won't he show me his face? I a more than willing too see it and I embrace him but he never shows his face. And how can I make him show his face?
I meditate every night and try to connect with him almost everyday, maybe he's stubborn? Lol.
If you know the answer to either of these questions I'd really appreciate it if you commented!