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I Think I Know Before Death Comes

 

I go by Dekka, and I am eighteen years of age. The past few months have been crazy for me. Around seven months ago my father passed away, and I knew he was going to die the morning of the day that he did. I need some help, preferable someone to talk to or someone to help me understand how do deal with the things I sense and feel. Before he passed away I got sick, flu like symptoms. Cough, headache, general aches etc. This happened two weeks before he was hospitalized and then he passed away and everything went away. Now the problem is my grandmother. She is very ill and she is "moving on" as people have called it. I feel the same sickness. This has happened before too.

A few days ago I had a massive panic attack, and it turns out that at the same time there has been a very big accident that claimed the lives of many people. I have had dreams that come true in one way or the other, and I can tell how people are feeling without them necessarily telling me. This anxiety and panic is eating me up inside and I feel so sick, and I have been to the doctor and it's always "nothing wrong". I feel sick and depressed and empty. I have been crying for the past five days pretty much without any known reason and everything is sore and tight. I just feel so alone and empty.

I have had dreams of my father before, and none of them were great as I did not have a great relationship with him. The morning of the day that my father passed away I woke up in panic, with sort of a white noise blaring in my ears. I couldn't breathe, and I felt like something was choking me. Turns out it was sort of like sleep paralysis because I could feel myself trying to fight it off (whatever was choking me) but in reality I was actually lying in bed, and I haven't moved an inch. But I woke up shaking and sweating and I just felt like today was not going to be a good day. He passed away eight hours later. I have always had that thing where I just know things. Sometimes they are small things, like the pizza guy pulling up to the house, or what the outcome of a certain even with my friends may be. I can sense energy sometimes too, such as how a person feels or whether I can trust them or not. Has anyone else felt this way or anything remotely similar? I don't really have any more stories but I would really love if someone could talk about it.

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GeorgiaMOM (guest)
 
10 years ago (2014-10-29)
I know exactly how you feel. I have never really acknowledged my special sight or emotional out burst until recently. With the deaths in my rather large family from my brother in law, to my first cousin's son the emotions of my sister and others has over whelmed me and brought me to a debilitating state. As well it seems these abilities are growing for some reason. I pick up on others emotions from a distance now. So due to this I started hiding in my home and eliminating all contact with others until yesterday.
I read how others with empathic abilities shield themselves mentally, with all the different colors of the rainbow and then white outside all the different colors, as a energy shield for protection. So I sat and imagined exactly this to protect me from these emotions that where over whelming me. After doing this I finally went out side and it worked. A couple of times I could start to feel things and mentally would imagine this protection shield become bigger and stronger and the feelings would subside. Thank God it worked cause I have been living a hermit's life for over a year now. So give it a try.
As well, other things seem to be going on and actually started effecting my children, my husband and even my dog. From things falling off counters while all of us watched from 3 feet away, to unseen forces that the dog was having a fit over, to all of my family having discomfort sleeping/nightmares at the same exact time after I had been awakened. I think whether we acknowledge our gifts or not we attract forces good & bad. So I, being a Christian woman, placed all our bibles in our bedrooms opening each one to Psalms 91. I read it out loud and put a glass of water next to it. After one night, I removed each glass and as I poured them out I said aloud, "as I pour I rid all evil and command it be gone." This was all thanks to a wonderful friend's wisdom and it worked perfectly. So maybe these things could help you, at least I hope so. Regardless the grief that others fill as well as your own can be confusing because I could not seem to feel the difference between mine and my sister's emotions, until it was too late. I would suggest taking time by your self to release. Cry, Scream, or anything else you need to do to get it out. Then when the time comes to deal with others sit down and shield yourself. At least then you won't act on others' emotions and make bad chooses like I did. I hope that this will help you and maybe keep you from making the same mistakes I did. I am truly sorry for your lose and pray for comfort for you and your family.
Lichtentraume (1 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-08-26)
Dekka, You have a gift that is quite unusual. I just joined the site today and saw your post from last month. Since you are still young these events are probably more upsetting to you and will in time become more bearable. I also had visions and dreams while young and dismissed them as silly. But later I still have them as predictors of death and some events. It would be good to talk sometime. 😁
Take care,
Lichtentraume
joni437 (27 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-07-28)
Nope, nope, nope... You do not have to accept what you are told of someone's death, absolutely not. In fact, you only need to reflect in love when you hear of a death or incident to speak the exact opposite aloud to spirit. You can give life. I do. It took me many years of having the ability to know of death impending my wonderous ways from spirit but the same altogether... For many years that happened until I noticed all I had to do is speak otherwise... Now when that new dark loom tries to present itself with the information... All I do is think love, speak with love with the person's name and say I believe they will receive the help they need for their better good, then it happens... All of it whether it is cancer, death of some sort, heart issues, poision, you name it, speak opposite of it... Speak life for that person. I was taught years ago about speaking life into a situation and that is exactly how we save others... So kindly, lovingly, and humbly believing please speak it, we are their bringers of life. ❤
carri (22 stories) (221 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-07-27)
you may be grieving your father's death. And you have psychic abilities. So I also have predicted family members deaths. It hurts to know I have never warned them because I was afraid of being thought as crazy.
theoreo (6 stories) (9 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-07-24)
The ability you have is called "Death-warning." I am in the same situation as you, actually as surprising as it sounds. My ability is exactly like yours but more powerful and worse.

I have the ability to tell the time of peoples deaths. I don't get achy feelings or suddenly feel sick to my stomach like you. I can't tell what day people die on like you somewhat can. I am able to see age of when they die. It can even be the first time I meet them and then suddenly the number hits me. It's like a clock counting down over there head.

Now in saying all this, I have good news and bad news. The good news is that there are others out there who are like you, though very few, your psychic ability is one of the strongest and most rare out there. Bad news is that the ability is strong and to be honest, from personal experience, and struggling with it for many years I haven't figured out a way to subside it or harness it.

If you want to talk to me some more email me at madi_s [at] aol.com.

I wish you luck and contact me if you need anything.

Yours truly, theoreo
susan1990 (3 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-07-24)
I knew about a year before my dad died that he was going to die... My sprit guide would tell me... Off and on over the year before he actually died... Also I knew a friend of mine was going to have a miscarriage and the child would die... She ended up losing the child she was caring and the child died... I have had so many psychic experiences about little things and big things... I almost forgot when I was younger my sister had a cat and the day before the cat died I knew the cat was going to die... Even though the cat seemed healthily... After I had the promotional we found the cat had die during the night when we were sleeping... I have found if you mediate it helps to make your psychic gifts stronger...thanks
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-07-23)
You know that as humans we see the physical body we believe we are that body. But the reality is we are a spirit and made up of energy.
Each family member who are close have ties,
When we feel the life force breaking down in the one we love. It feels like what you described.

The emptiness is the area which was filled by our
Loved one. Now that they left we feel that empty
Void. You are walking through a grieving process.
May I suggest you Google the subject, so you will
Know what you may expect.

As to the physical pains before accidents I would get the achy feeling. As the years have passed it has
Changed and I dream of it. Mow I see other energy before the event. They look like people.
Some times there is negotiation.
I still get that strange feeling but I pray my way through.
MuddledClarity (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2014-07-23)
Dear Dekka,
First of all, I'm very sorry about your Dad.
I believe-at least, interweb research as shown me-that you are an empath with the psychic abilities to view the near future.
You feel "sick, depressed, and empty". The first emotion is probably from your grandmother. The second two, from you and your close family.
I'm a slight empath, but nothing close to this. Talk to me in the comments if you want.
Sincerely,
MuddledClarity

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