I've always believed that I am a little psychic. I've had many dreams that later came true, and I've just known something that later turned out to be correct, or happened the way I had known.
Here is a story that happened very recently. It is rather unusual so I don't know if someone was trying to warn me or if it was all just a coincidence.
One year ago I got married. Unbeknown to me however, my "husband" was only after a visa to the UK and never sincere about me.
But I did not know that and believed we would always be together. Throughout the marriage there were - as I can see now - many signs that he was deceptive but I did not realize that at the time. I am mentioning this because it relates to what occurred.
Earlier this year I started to notice a strange sound whenever I was on the train. It sounded like someone whistling a particular melody, so I did not think too much of it - until I noticed it several times and thought, it can't be someone whistling because why would several people be whistling the same tune?
I continued hearing this sound more and more and tried to convince myself it must be something on the train. The sound came from all different directions, sometimes near me, sometimes from further apart. I have been going by train for many years and never noticed it before then.
No matter how much I tried to figure out what the sound was, I could not find the source of it. And it was becoming more frequent!
And then the first wave of disaster struck. My "husband" admitted he had only married me for a visa and had in fact never loved me, and walked out. I spent the next five weeks in extreme shock - until I managed to contact him, fell for his lies once more and he came back.
I noticed I did not hear the sound any more and forgot about it.
A few weeks ago I heard that sound again. I was shocked and wondered what was going on, but again I tried to tell myself that it must be something to do with the train.
About two weeks ago the sound got very intensive, ie it was there all the time, continuously. And then something happened that scared the living daylights out of me: I heard the sound at work in the office! Twice!
Now, I do not have any mental health problems, I don't suffer from hallucinations, I don't take tablets, and of course I don't take drugs or drink alcohol. So I knew it couldn't be my mind playing a trick. But I was very distressed and told my "husband" about it. Unfortunately he only used this information to abuse me.
Two days later it happened. It transpired my "husband" had only been in the marriage for a visa after all, and he left. I went into extreme shock from which I have not yet recovered.
Now I am wondering - was someone trying to warn me? Especially so since the sound became more frequent each time just before my "husband" left? But why would any spirit or spirit guide warn me in such an unusual way - how was I possibly supposed to understand such a warning?
Look. There is no one but you who can straighten out your life and feelings. At the end of the day its your decisions. No one elses. Nothing is impossible especially feelingz. Feelings change even if it takes time. Your other story of your supposed curse. Well yea there possibly might be it but you yourself is feeding the energy of the curse.
The mind is powerful. If you believe then the energy from your thoughts put it into action unconsciously or consciously. The world gives you what you strongly believe in. Especially your subconscious thoughts and doubts. One must retrain the mind to create the flow back again. Being grateful andsaying thanks to the universe everyday helps stBilize the mind. Being reminded again and again that you are better off then yesturday. If you have the time to be negative, worry, or stress you have time to pray to your creator or whoever you believe to solve your problems.
You need to stop hating yourself and believing what your parents said in the past. Heal your heart your mind, spirit, and body. Take one step af a time. We inflict our own pain because we believe we deserve it. Thats not true.
Let peace be with you when you walk on your journey