As long as I can remember I have been able to see energy. From tiny little dots (like pixels on a TV screen) in the air, to bright orbs or even halos around some people. I swear sometimes I see something that looks like amebas in the air!
I learned at a very young age not to talk about it. As a little girl, I remember asking my mother about the dots and she said she had no idea what I was talking about. I can remember asking my friends when I was in elementary school and they looked at me like I was crazy. I never brought it up again until recently.
I remember the 3 shadows that used to peak in my room every night. Like they were checking in on me to make sure I was ok. They scared me when I saw them. But somehow, I knew they would never hurt me. Sometimes I see spirits. Both good and bad. Some actually look like people. Some just either bright balls of light. Some look like big black swirling clouds. It even all black, in the shape of a man in a suit. I think I have seen angels and demons.
I see other things. I don't really know what they are. I am really looking for some answers, if someone can help me. I've tried the library, but everything I find points to witchcraft or says I am evil. I am not. I have recently met someone else with "the gift of sight" as she calls it. We are both Christian and met at our church. But she sees things that I don't always see. Still it was nice to actually talk to someone who could relate. She says all the energy I see is angels. I thought they were atoms lol. Like I said if anyone could possibly point me in the right direction. I am a spiritual person but also am a Christian. If we don't share the same beliefs that's fine. I am not looking to be for a religious teaching. I know where to go for that. I would just like to know how I can learn more about my gift. How to strengthen it. Maybe even learn what should I be doing to help others with this gift of mine. Thanks