I've never really liked to be around a lot of people, crowds stress me out and I'm not very good at social things. I would prefer to be alone, but I can't stand being alone. When I'm alone and its quiet I feel like someone is watching me. A few times I have sensed someone sit down next to me or lean down to whisper something in my ear, but every time I look over I don't see anyone. One time I knelt down to pick something up and I felt someone tap my back even though no one was there. Sometimes when I'm in my room reading, or just sitting and thinking, I feel a presence in the corner of my room, and its always the same corner. I wouldn't mind it so much if it didn't make me feel panicked, I feel like I need to get out of the room really fast or something bad will happen. I leave the room quickly, and the moment I get out of my room I feel calm again like nothing is wrong. I'm not sure if that's just my mind wandering, or if its something else.
My room is at one of the corners of the house I live in, and the carpet in my sisters room was pulled up to change the flooring. When they pulled it up they discovered a long crack that ran across her floor and into the hallway that cuts off my room from the rest of the house. It could just be a coincidence, but I'm not sure.
I also have strange dreams, they are extremely realistic and a lot of the time I wish I didn't have the dreams. I can't control what's going on even though I'm aware of the fact that I'm dreaming, and I can't talk when I'm dreaming. A few weeks ago when I woke up I could see a tall dark shadowy figure standing over my bed. Oddly, I didn't feel scared or anything at all, and when I turned to look at it it was gone. I saw it again a few days later out of the corner of my eye when I got home, but haven't seen it since.
My friends say I'm haunted because of my drawings, though I don't see anything wrong with them. I don't really know much about this kind of stuff, and it could be nothing, but I don't want there to be something and not know about it.