Last night, I did my first successful meditation... Well, successful was in I did it- not that it went well.
In the hypnosis, you were suppose to go up a 'beautiful stairwell' and see 'a beautiful white mist.' I saw different. The stairwell was destroyed and cracked, broken, and dark- the mist was black, unwelcoming. I continued on with it though.
Before he came I looked out a window and it was beautiful, it was sunny and gorgeous.
Than I met my spirit guide, and he walked into the room, and he looked so... Evil. I was honestly so scared, it felt like I was falling and I was on the verge of tears. He had long black hair, a very long black robe, a very well defined jawline that was pointy.
Very pale looking, with greenish eyes. I think his name was Dahwul or Dahjul or something. He said it before he left.
He seemed to help me, he spoke for a bit but I couldn't hold on long and he just left and the door slammed behind him (it was suppose to be gentle, by the way. In fact, he didn't even touch the door, it just slammed shut.)
I looked outside again, and the trees were all dead, it was gray and raining.
Than I woke up. Please help me?! I know it might sound made up but I swear it isn't- I pictured everything! It was lastnight and now it feels like it was a dream; I remember so vividly! I know nothing about spirituality and just do it!
I don't feel any different than I did before doing it/ The same. What do you guys think?
Was he an evil entity? I want to see him again to get more information... Or was he an evil spirit guide- if that's even possible.