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My First Love Is Now an Angry Spirit


My very first love Shane died suddenly of an asthma attack at age 31. He was married with four children. We still live in the same town but I never saw him. His death hit me lit a ton of bricks although I am married to a man I love.

I never go to funerals because I have quite enough contact with death and the recently dead.

Because of my abilities I was puzzled by why Shane had not come to me at all - this is rare, especially if I know the person.

Weeks passed and he had not come but I could not shake the sadness of his death. Every time I passed somewhere that we went or heard some song we liked or at any random time I would get an overwhelming sense of confusion and uncertainty and incompleteness. But he never came.

I dreamed of his parents and his house, especially his mother but he was already dead in the dreams.

(By the way, the week before he died. I talked all day to a co-worker about him and I didn't know why. Sometimes I ignore my abilities.)

Suddenly, he came to me last week. Three nights in a row. And I have never felt such anger from a spirit before. Usually they contact me to say that everything is fine. (My cousin Demetris who died from cancer in 2006 was absolutely overjoyed when he came - literally a child.) But Shane is always mad, he is saying something that I cannot understand. I do know that he is damn right mad. I want to help him, but I'm not sure how. At this point I can't go to his mother and say "I've talked to Shane and he's pretty pissed off..." I feel him everywhere now. I am compelled to drive past his house often.

Yesterday, I detoured to a grocery store and his truck was in the parking lot. One of his daughters graduated from kindergarten, it was written on the truck but I didn't see them in the store.

I intended to try some lucid dreaming and just to ask him what he wanted me to do. But I think I've concentrated to much consciously on this and I haven't been able to. If anyone else has had this problem and has advice please let me know. This is the longest I have ever gone without a resolution. This is the first angry spirit that succeeded in contacting me.

I see them and feel them sometimes but I don't seem to have much strength when so much anger is involved.

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mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
16 years ago (2008-06-04)
Okay, learned something very new yesterday. Immediately brought me back to your story. I've been talking to someone in the paranormal whom has a lot of knowledge on this type of thing. With your sadness you are feeling towards your ex you may somehow be pulling him in to you. You questioned the anger. Evidently he is angry because you won't let him go. Somehow you are pulling him to you because of your hurt. He is angry because he has already passed over and truely does not want to be here anymore. Some way and some how you are going to have to let him go and let him rest, if this is still a problem. Good luck.
mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
16 years ago (2008-05-28)
to the light... Tell him he has loved ones waiting for him in the light. Do you know anyone he was close to in his family or perhaps a friend that has passed? Tell him they are waiting for him. Try to keep subjects on his interests. Calming him.
FunnyBunny (1 stories) (3 posts)
16 years ago (2008-05-27)
Thanks to all. So here is an update. A couple of days ago. I was half away half as sleep and Shane was there. He screamed out my name and I jumped up so quickly... It scared me so much that just prayed and prayed until he was gone- not what I intended to do at all.

Then on Friday I went to walmart and his mother arrived at the exact same time that I did. I tried not to follow her around the store. Am I stalking her or is Shane stalking me. Hopefully it's just coincedience. We also left at the same time and I hurried out of the store so that we wouldn't be side by side. I'm talking to him all the time now mostly, just telling him that I don't know what to do.

When we were dating we used to talk about being soul mates. OH MY GOD! I just remebered a dream that I had way back when when we were together.

We had both died in a car accident. And there were buses in between heaven and hell (I guess) and I noticed that Shane was getting on the wrong bus and so I got off my bus to go and find him and to bring him back. My goodness who would have thought that dream would have any significance now. I now now what I must do. It is my job, my role to lead him to where he should be. But where is that exactly?
JJGurlz (1 stories) (6 posts)
16 years ago (2008-05-22)
So sorry about Shane. I don't normally try to contact or speak to spirits but they seem to love me. I think since you have had a love connection with this man in the pasted you may be to close to his soul to be connected to him. Does this make any sense at all. I try to write out or explain my so called flashes so they make sense, I am trying. Burn some white candles maybe a 7 day candle this my help clean out the energy and then maybe you can make a connection. Seems to me he is angry that he died, has some unfinished business with you, or doesn't know he pasted
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
16 years ago (2008-05-22)
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. This type of contact is not really my thing, but it does sound like you have a strong friendship connection. Perhaps it would help to get an outsider, not so connected, to try and feel out the situation.

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