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Rituals And Clairvoyance. Where Did I Go Wrong?


I am 23 year old female. I'm currently at a stand still in my life. Or as I like to a call it "mid-life crisis from a 20yr olds point of view". I somewhat know what I want to do with my life career wise, it's just a lack of motivation that has been weighing me down for quite some time now. About 5yrs ago, I started reading about spirituality. At the time I was not a very spiritual person. I began reading about rituals & how they could change your life. I was young & passive, so I assumed that if I did a ritual asking the universe for materialistic things, that I would receive. I was totally wrong & also wrong about the entire practice of rituals. My rituals would include me writing on a sheet of paper what I felt I needed from the universe at the time. At first it was materialistic items, then I began asking for guidance. I then would sign my name with my blood & burn the paper in a candle dish while mediating afterwards. Again, I had no idea what I was doing. But I believe that something was happening. Ever since then, I've had prophetic dreams. When I first started doing the rituals it was somewhat overwhelming because I would have a dream about something happening, & the next day or two later this same exact event I dreamed about actually happened! Or I would dream of old friends I haven't seen in awhile, then the next day or two i'll see this person. It's been about 3 years since I last did a ritual. The dreams aren't necessarily the same but I do sometimes have some that kind of scare me. I will have dreams of people passing, but in real life it ends up being someone related to the person I dreamed of dying. It can be disturbing because sometimes it's people I care about. But I don't have dreams as often now as I did when I first starting doing the rituals. Now, it's usually something random. Like the other night I randomly had a dream about wearing swimming goggles & the next day I was in the store looking for something that ended up being next to a pair of googles.

As of lately, I have just been praying for guidance. I am a shy person & I feel as though it is holding me back from doing what it is I need/want to do in life. & I feel like doing those rituals kind of backfired & has made life become stagnant. I can't explain it. I just feel so different from everyone else. I haven't ever told anyone about the dreams I have because I don't want to freak people out. Is there any advice anyone can give me? I feel as though I just need guidance with this "gift" that I have. I just feel completely lost in life, yet I have somewhat been blessed with the ability of clairvoyant. I know if I were to tell anyone around me about this they would literally think I'm crazy. I'm hoping that someone on this site will be able to come across my post & be willing to help. Thank you so much in advance for all that reply!:)

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Hecate0 (152 posts)
9 years ago (2015-07-09)
TCreator91, you are not alone. You are certainly in good company here with the "crazy" label you fear. Many of us here have been called this. Read some of the stories so you get a sense for the different things people experience. You can enhance your sensitivity and perhaps gain some control over the precognitive dreams (I suggest meditation and yoga). But you also want to focus on what you want to do with your life. How much will this factor into it? Right? I am an empath, able to sense other people's feelings, as well as do energy healing. I teach as a profession. I use my ability to sense things about people when working with troubled students. But it is not an overt part of my work. Finding people you can talk to about some of this helps. This forum is great for information and camaraderie. Do you have "meet-up" groups in your area? This is an on-line service that let's you find groups of people who want to get together in real life to talk about things. They also have career based groups. Meditation. I am in one that meets periodically to see independent films (I love movies).

Stay connected. Keep asking. We're here.

I hope some of this helps.

Best to you. Thanks for sharing.

PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
9 years ago (2015-07-08)
When we see the future in Dreams our 6th Chakra-aka 3rd Eye-can see Prophetic events yet to come. The 4th Chakra Heart-deals with Astral plane which is where we experience events. The 7th Chakra-Lucid dreaming. So upon awakening our subconscious has information to convey to our Conscious mind.

As psychic development occur from noting and habitual
Practice we can change our habits/wants/desires/friends. There can be times of withdrawing. Self examination as well as feelings of loss of our old life style.

Your experiences are normal. And have come among many with the sameexperiences and questions.
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
9 years ago (2015-07-07)
There are some aspects of ourselves that may very well stay private in terms of our physical friends. We shouldn't "need" to push ourselves on people who are not open minded about our interests. The blessing of current technology is that you now have the internet to find like minded people. There are plenty of webpages and forums that you can visit to get that social aspect covered. I know some people have been members on this site for years.

Rituals don't stagnate our life, our thinking does. Getting up in the morning and brushing your teeth is a ritual, you know? What is it you really want? If you were genuinely excited about your career path, you'd be all over it. Maybe you need to look deeper into what truly inspires you.

We are all psychic to some degree because we are all of spirit. We can develop or ignore it. If you enjoy dreams of precognition then start to develop it (there are articles under the Articles section of this webpage on how to do that). You are young and full of opportunities for this life. Do what makes you happy, even if your friends and family think it's weird. It's your life, not theirs.

Keep educating yourself. There are tons of books and webpages loaded with information that will help drive future decisions. Just keep looking for what resonates with you and hopefully keep it positive.

Best of luck to you!

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