I'd like to start off by saying that this past year has been quite the spiritual journey, almost a year ago my best friend died I worte a story earlier if you would like to read it.
I think the first increase in spiritual activity was shortly after her passing it comes in waves I started off feeling a presence which I had convinced my self it was her, and then I started seeing sparkles very bright just floating around where I was sitting which normally lasts anywhere between 30 seconds - 2 minutes they are usually grey and white almost like smokey ashes.
The last two months though I have to say have been the strangest I can feel 'her' and I even get like weird visions I guess from her point of view like standing somewhere looking at me I've tried talking aloud to this presence but I never get any response but I have to say the strangest thing about all this is the increased sleep paralysis it's crazy it happens almost everyday and I always hear people talking to me sometimes a man sometimes a woman and they always seem to be aggressive it doesn't scare me at all it's just super annoying.
For instance when it happens is usually when my boyfriend leaves for work and I try to go back to sleep I'll be under the blankets and I'll feel these intense chills something that I can't even explain its so strange after the chills I hear the radio turn on or the tv in the living room now I know it's coming so I usually try to plug my ears because I'm trying to sleep but my arms are so heavy sometimes I can't plug them in time and I hear them open the door and start yelling at me I'm pretty sure the female said to me at one point that I couldn't hide from her forever I try telling them to leave me alone but it never works.
I also see bright flashing lights while my eyes are closed its usually white and happen a few times every night sometimes I also get ringing in my ears quite badly or I feel like a vibration in them like my ear drums are shaking or something. I guess what I want to know is what's going on why are they always angry at me? Why can I never remember or hear then properly? Has the loss of my best friend catapulted me into a spiritual awakening? I have so many questions but no way to get any answers. Anywho thanks for reading my story.