I've been having odd dreams, and visions. After me and my ex broke up, and after the breakup I have seen myself holding this child. It felt very real. In this dream, I can describe the child and what they looked like. The child had freckles, and many facial features of my ex. The child also had my curly dark brown hair. And then he starts to cry for no reason. I then wake up, I felt nauseated, I had symptoms as if I was bearing a child, but I'm not pregnant.
And then after the baby dream, my ex has popped up in my dreams. He's ran up to me and cried in my dream. It was so weird because I couldn't tell where I was in my dream. All I felt was him hugging my tightly and I felt very sympathetic in my dream. He then asks for another chance, and I felt this warmth as I woke up.
Whenever I'm around him though, I feel this strange energy. He was staring at me from afar, and he gives off this vibe, it makes me sad and I don't know why. Not only that whenever I think of the baby I keep seeing in my dreams, I get this huge burst of joy and I feel excited. But today was strange, because I felt like something big was going to happen but I didn't know.
I was anxious that someone was going to try and engage in a fight with me while I was at school. When I got checked out of school. I felt like I missed something important. I felt uneasy though because I didn't know what it was that was so big. If only if I could stick around I would've known. But I was feeling uneasy, I wanted to come home, and I wasn't feeling too well. As soon as I got home I was going to take a nap. But when I looked up at my wall, I saw these grey, and bluish swirls. I didn't know what they were. So does anyone know what this could be?